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Since vampires atleast in most tradition are not born but are transformed into their new life I would like to hear what parts of your life you have undergone a transformation.

My own transformation never completed:

A thought taken form
A knife put to flesh
The thoughts are the same
The soul and body meshed

My transformation has been extreme.
I have lost my right to be a parent
I have lost friends
I have lost jobs

Someday soon I will loose my home

My transformation is a bit more obvious than most perhaps.
Rune become Katrina
The Lord become Lady
Shocking for some unbelived by most

The pain of the knife is not near
That which is caused by those most dear
Doctors work done so fast
Legalities such a pain in the ass
Well the paperwork is filed
The judgements been read
I am Katrina atleast until dead

Well that went over like a lead teething ring.

sorry i just dont get it

I went thru two major tranformations...

When I was seven I lost some one very dear and I became "goth" (sorry about the label thing)... which I thought was wearing all black...

My second was when I was thirteen and I embraced the gothic subculture and began to learn about the world around me...

A third is coming on and that is what I am going through now... I don't know where it will leave me in the end but I do know I am going through one. I think this phase will be completed when I change my legal name and move on by myself...

for years not know who i was and more about 5 years ago i went through my transformation and still going through it cuz i keep growing and learning new things. you could call me "goth" i perfur not to be labeled. there culture interests me so much and more. this is who i am and will be till the day i die.

I can't wait to become a mother... well I can wait but I want kids! That will be a fun transformation I think!

yeah same here i want kids someday it would be so great

When I was 13 My dad died. I was halfway transformed into an orphan. It seems like for the past 10 years or so I have slowly been transforming into a doorstop. I'd rather be a Roomba TM.
That way I'd get to see the entire house instead of being stuck in one room. What I mean is, I gotta get out more.

I agree with the elder guy...we are in a constant state of transformation.....it defines us...my main transformation had to do with coming to terms with who I am inse=tead of trying to hide from myself
acceptance is a wonderful thing....quite liberating

Yes it is Daermon... Yes it is! WoOt WOot!!

well i was able to escape my old self the one i will try to never speak of again, and my mind and train of thought completely shattered and im pretty sure i was clinicly insane thier for a while? and how i got back on track was me being able to find the light from within me.... no not religon, but my own "light and understanding" from within, um i h0pe thats what you meant when you posted this thread if not then sorry.

well were should i start i transformed into a outcast at nine then to a teen one transformed into a better man after a my mother passed

Why apologize?
Thoughts given form are rarely wasted.....

I am in a constant state of transformation. But, I think I am changing for the better. I have been writing in my journal. And, looking back on it, I am changing so much. Each day is a new and more beautiful day than the last. When I get to where I want to be, then I will know what I have become. Until then, I just keep going.

I see myself as different people at different stages of my life, so I find that hard to define into a coherant summary. I feel I am constantly shedding my old skins and becoming someone else, but with the same essence of me, sometimes it just happens too slowly or rapidly for me to fully comprehend.

imma still going thru the transformation stage cause i don't yet know who i am.

Echo: Well this shed skin cost dreadful not to mention the money it took to do.
LOL

self-renewing isnt a process that costs money, it is something that costs time, of your own thought, and you reap the benefits in self-awareness. I am not claiming that inner rejuvanation is deliberate.

You mention money a lot, why is it so important to you?

i believe that i am in the stage of transformation...i think i am drasticlly changing for the better, it's painful because so many bad things are happening around me, but i think the change in me will make me stronger wiser, and a better person...it feels good actually in a way. =)

Self renewal may not cost much money
but
creation of a new self certainly does
If you are truely inquizative echo
feel free to message and I can explain in depth

GO PINKLUST! WoOt WOoT!

transformations is just apart of life we all go through it...just about everytime we do something..

:laughing:
somehow I dont think we all go through the same.....

Outgoing
told you i would win .....