Id much rather speak quite openly......when you have been a slave before...and you loose all.....you fight to regan what has been lost.......but i have fought and been freed...now i feel as if lonely nights is all i have.....whith out the swarays of the vampire the lyken is lost and alone.........looking for pain in order to feel the slightist bit of relief.....but the sadist ic vamp knows just where to stick the blade....and the smile of my pain meens shit without the face of my lover who inflicts...........so what can be done...i wait in pain for one to harm me...yet its smiles i still recieve
There is no point to this thread.
Please use your journal for things like this.