Well here is my two.
1# Social anxiety.
Young as remember I was bullied, ridiculed, framed unwanted by mini assholes. I grew up with trust issues, trying to get out of friendships I wasn't comfortable in along with getting, gained obsessional thoughts and got kicked out of a band, excreta.
So ending the summer I got depressed with no motive to do anything. So I thought: Hey, let go of this fears and go back to Vampire Rave.
Let go of that fucking ego that was protecting you: You don't have trust people and get screwed over. But hey don't be an anti-social asshole. Like it or not you need some company in your life to give energy you need to achieve things again.
Nevertheless, if someone isn't poking for ratings, someone on here actually talks to you. You don't feel alone here. ~*
So I gave here a shot. I'm 25 years old for the first time in my life I was comfortable somewhere, I felt more myself: There were goths, vampires and monster who were crazy, creative, smart, funny, kind, Helpful, shared my sense of interests and didn't get easily offended by littlest things I poke at. But besides
So far I am hoping things will continue to go alright. I don't want to crawl around lifeless again. I want excitement, something new and may be the right balance of company is my perfect dose of pills. ~
2# Exercise. That been my great challenges I've been fat to out of shape skinning fat.
So for the billion time: Today I got back on that monster machine, ran my ass off, sick to my stomach, danced to Seether and lifted weights.
This time plan to fo different activities everyday; the same routine eventually collapses. This time, I will work out smart and fun.
Anyway. What are you challenges or fears? Have do you plan to face them or play tag with them?
