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The last few weeks have been the worst of my life. Found out my wife was having an affair with my best friend when he came clean and told me everything.

Lost 99% of my belongings and am now living with nothing more that a suitcase. I am also living with the guy who fucked my wife sleeping on the very same spare futon they did it in, because the alternative is homelessness.
I'm spiralling into an abyss of alcoholism and self-loathing.

Every day I'm struggling not to end my life, and it's worse late at night when I am truly alone with my demons. Not long ago I was nearly in the fetal position from crying intensely for over an hour.

I am in pieces... How could she do this to me? I stayed true to my vows, why was I not deserving of the same? I just want this to end.

Sounds about like my ex-husband actually who cheated on me with another married lady, and well...let's just say karma is a bitch to people who do these things sometimes so don't worry hun. You can sit back and watch the justice happen if you desire it. It always does.

Good people don't always have a good life or good experiences, however...these dark moments teaches us that maybe it's a good thing these people are no longer in our lives, and we can finally begin again, with someone else who will treat us far better, like i have, and you will too.

Keep the faith and in the universe which works towards us energetically by what we desire and need. You are like an antennae. What you put out there, needs wise, works itself into your life. Sometimes things work towards you when you least expect it that offing your own life, well, then you just denied yourself the possibility of seeing that come into action, but not only that, but you deny the right person you seek the privilege of knowing a great man that she or he...is searching for!

Everyone has dark trying times in their lives.
How we handle those circumstances says alot about ourselves.
Emotionally, it is hard i know but i promise you that life is a journey and good things will come your way if you allow it. :)