Lord Peace
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thinking of you
23:34:58 - Sep 02 2009
I want to reach out and touch you in the morning
to cuddle you in my arms at the new days dawning
i want to hold you saying; i love you, as you fall asleep
knowing that within my arms, safe and warm, i'll keep
i need to feel you close to me for no reason except i care
i want to drift to sleep smelling the fragance of your hair
all of this so that you know asleep or awake i will be there
and never my love will you ever have any reason to fear
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The Death of Love....
what shall we call it
when the death of love arises
how shall we name it
full of pain and harsh surprises
if it comes with the dawn
will we run and hide from it in fright
and if it comes with dusk falling
shall we survive though the night
shall we wish to die
alone in grief before the noon hour
and after the sun is gone
will midnight find us dead in our bower
what shall we call it
when the death of love arises
how shall we name it
full of pain and harsh surprises
this has been here in my journal since april
it is now finished
sometimes love dies
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For Lil my big sister
Sep 09 2009
she was my big sister and watched over her baby brother
if any of the others felt they could run me she had my back
she was the one, who when all was done, was second mother
and we all knew we could call on her when we felt the lack
she had the knack to speak to me and keep me
in my place
as a mother would an errant child, spoiled and grown irate
no easy task for one grown into a man who never had to face
the truth of losing mom and dad before his conscience waked
she could also make me laugh and know how much she loved me
whether telling tales of days unknown or having water fights
my big sister,and my heart though you might not be able to see
how much you meant to me and through how many nights
when i missed my chance to see you and hug you one last time
like a child i was upset and peeved, yes spoiled much by you
i felt it was my due and right to have you for that time
and when i couldn't i was hurt, of course though i know you
i wonder how much differently my life would have turned out
had she been able to take me with her when things went awry
a different person would have been here i know if that came about
but even so i grew up strong but not so strong i cannot cry
so lil i love you and i will miss you and my tears did fall
when writing this i though about how much you meant to all
your pain is over and your troubles no longer do exist
my love big sister know from all that you are sorely missed
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Rainey my love, come bite me again
It feels so good it must be a sin
Come and get me the way you please
Me oh my, feel my quivering knees
A loving nibble or was it a lustful bite
And a hickey that's just out of sight
She can have me as she pleases
With her love, my how she teases
Rainey my love, come bite me again
And let the dance of loving begin
Body to body as we sway back and forth
Feet pointing south heads pointing north
Caresses that turn into squeezes and then;
The sounds of the evening, they really begin
Oh my, one may ask what language we utter
Making just as much sense as fluffernutter
Rainey, my lustful biting wench
Paddled while I sat upon a bench
Then swiftly she went from over my knee
To kissing and making sweet love to me
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with the dusk i feast
Aug 10 2009
waiting til the dusk and the sun's daily death
when once again, i rise hungry from my rest
i shall seek the coppery scent of blood upon the wind
and i shall find the humans upon whom to feed again
i mesmerize them helpless within a single blink
and my ivory fangs deep in their throats i sink
the life, the blood will flow and i will have my fill
the lovely taste of their blood on my tongue still
i strike them and drink, then i drink once more
thowing them to the earth or to the wooden floor
eternally night after night i drink, this my feast
to gorge and sate myself entire on the human beast
the night dies, as the sun arises to my bed i flee
taking no note of the waking world come upon me
seeking for the darkness, and coolness of my grave
to man i leave the sunlight in which he daily slave
my thirst for blood for one night sated
i go to my sleep my rest now unabated
in the wooden darkness of my coffin now i rest
in the ground unsanctified, the soil never blessed
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state fair
Aug 10 2009
i alone stand here still, when the sun has fallen down
in the midst of the commotion, in the center of the town
i watch in amusement as they flee running here and there
for the vampire night has come and this is our state fair
there is no fairway to be seen, no rides to be found
for the vampire night has risen and we descend upon the town
in our lust, our pleasures here we find, and take them without joy
and the humans who inhabited this town are our food and our toy
a ringmaster stands and in the town directs the flow and frenzy
he will feed no less then all and feed without any envy
for the sun has fled and in the night the vampire do appear
and within this town for this one night they have their own state fair
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when the sun goes down
Aug 10 2009
do you fear the darkness, when the sun goes down at night
do you fear the shadows, that arise when lost the light
do you run in terror from the beasts that now arise
seeking the food that allows them to live their undead lives
do you tremble knowing that with night there comes the beast
and you are just a different food to be tabled for the feast
do you scream in terror knowing that you run but cannot hide
that when the time has come they will have your blood inside
there is no pity to be found in these creatures of the night
there is no shirking back when they have you in their sight
their eyes blood red, their fangs come out, and they seek to feed
and you are there the human beast the food to fill their need
so cry and scream in terror this is music to their ears
a fitting symphony they think as they invoke your fears
tis the music mortal to their ears, accompanying the feast
when the sun goes down the world is theirs and we are but the beast
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swift seduction
Aug 10 2009
come to me he whispered from the shadows fall at dusk
come my love his sibiliant hiss filled with the vampires lust
she shivered and she stepped forward knowing she should not
but helpless to stand still she was enamoured
and her blood was hot
her heart pounding her skin flushed with blood she came
when he took her hand her life would never be the same
and yet her body cried out for the lust grew in her soul
take me her mind screamed and use my body take me whole
he stroked her face caressed her neck and his breath upon her skin
she shivered cringed knowing truly that her live was at the end
his strange glamour filled her,and she craved his feast
and she came willingly, offering her neck to the beast
he kissed her throat and his fangs slid out and pierced within
she whimpered in pain and moaned in lust as they broke her skin
as the vampire drank her fully hands entangled in her hair
she languished in his arms and the world ended there
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And now it ends
Aug 10 2009
and now it ends the cross has caught me full upon my brow
the man from town has come for vengenace and he wants it now
the stake he took into his hands and drove it in my breast
he found my heart ( i have one still) and now i must confess
i struggled mightliy to feed this vampiric lust
with dawn my body will at last become dust
i was not alert or he stealthy but the result the same
i was caught when this man upon my feeding came
never more to rest in my coffin waiting upon the dawn
never to bite again with the dreaded vampire yawn
no more of the sweet coppery taste of blood within my throat
no more the feeding of the beast upon the human stoat
with the true death coming, upon my name at last
and i having been will not regret my vampiric past
i came, i took, i drank the blood and reveled in the slaughter
created many while i could of vampiric son and daughter
my time has come and gone my legacy they will carry on
my time at last done,with the dawn they live and i am gone
for none can say i was not mighty and fearful in my day
and none can say this is the place where the lord of vampires lay
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wait little one
Aug 13 2009
wait little one, just wait and see
your dreams are that which set you free
and tho' you would have them fulfilled in a day
it is the world of reality which must hold sway
wait little one, and the day will come
your heart won't be frozen, no longer numb
the passion, and the heat which you seek
will be gifted to you and make you weak
wait little one, for it's coming soon
that which you dreamed will be your boon
and on the day that the gift comes to you
you will find that love, will come to you too
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my time has come i cannot deny
the days have gone they fluttered by
the nights that once seemed lonely too
have taken leave the time it flew
i want not to leave and deny it tho'
the time has come for me to go
to take that step into the hinterland
where always ends the son of man
the reason for my leaving will be seen
my soul has gone where none has been
so i tarry not but must make my way
and thence be gone with break of day
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i write in sorrow when my soul does ache
when something my heart seems to break
it may not be what it has been deemed
it may not be as what it seemed
all i can say is that my heart does hurt
my soul has found too much to work
and so i cry out loud in my pain
and write the torture once again
heal me silently i plea
tell me this just cannot be
salve the wound that makes me cry
heal the hurt that makes me sigh
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the fire
I feel the fire on my skin
an invisible fire from within
it burns me with it's lovely flame
for a love which i refuse to blame
this fire started when i first loved you
burned my soul and scorched me too
yet gladly will i suffer through this pain
to love the one who seared my brain
who set a fire burning in my heart
whose touch this inferno did start
and so it consumes me everyday
this fire that is our love has it's way
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when you sleep
when you sleep i walk in clouds
and waft through your window
you don't know I'm there
but you feel my arms around you
you snuggle deeper and feel so secure
never realizing i am there
i hve drifted through the night
to keep you safe my dear
in my loving arms your body unwinds
you feel your tensions drift away
then when you awake refreshed
there is no reason that you can say
when you sleep i watch over you
each and every night
but when you awake
your sleep clouded eyes
miss me as i drift from sight
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a single tear coursing down your face
a salty path for my tongue to trace
what was the cause of the tear she weeps
why does it slip from her eyes in sleep
could it be that she cries silent for me
for the course of our love so desperately
a single tear running down your cheek
why does it make my life seem bleak
or should i know that you cry not for me
but for yourself in fear relentlessly
that in your heart you truly ache
what was it that caused the break
a single tear that caused such pain
to see it falling and to know in vain
that i am helpless to stop its race
as it pours silently down your face
even though it was not my doing
this single tear will be my ruin
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Help me
I have fallen so deeply in love with you
that I don't know what to do
help me
My heart taken prisoner by yours
I am the captive of your sweetness
help me
Knowing what has happened
I have no defense and surrender to you
help me
Do what you will with me I am yours
Now tomorrow and forever
help me
My love
my caramel and cinnamon
my heart for ever
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he is dark tonight
the full moon is gone
and for the next cycle
he is ours
he is dark tonight
and we do hunger
and while we hunt
he lies dead
he is dark tonight
his soul blinded
darkness rules
he weeps bitterly
he is dark tonight
he has no choice
it is the time of fear
he knows death is near
he is dark tonight
and cries for the dawn
only then will his soul
be reborn
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I will open the doors that should be sealed
be very afraid, and your blood congealed
I will bring the darkness out of the light
I will loose the demon's terrible fright
so many that think I am "so nice "
in the darkness they would think twice
the horror oh it sounds so frightful
the pain it brings is so delightful
when the animal is finally let loose
on the frightened fool, the silly goose
i said be afraid but its now too late
for foolishly you have tempted fate
you run down stairs and narrow alleys
you seek to hide in kitchen galleys
but ever closer draw the sound of swift paws
of the beast whose gibbering slavering jaws
will make a meal of your innocent soul
will have your body and eat you whole
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she had met him in the market today
she sat upon her bed light burning bright
fearing in heat to go to sleep this night
and she just couldn't forget the sight
the pale man unblinking at the very edge of sight
not a word was spoke between them
not a real shared glance betwixt
yet she knew that he had marked her
and the knowing scared her stiff
deep in her soul she knew that tonight
he would come for her, she couldn't refuse
and to her this was the worst of all
to know she would respond to his beck and call
and then she heard a whisper, a breath
a shadow of the wind
and when she looked he stood right there
he was already in
he gazed into her deep brown eyes and her neck bared on its own
he sang his fangs into her and she was nevermore to be known
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strength is the submissive woman
she knows how to handle anything given
she gives that strength to her master
and makes him smarter stronger faster
she bears her burdens like a lioness
and plunges deeper then even lochness
my god they make me stand in awe
at the burdens they have born and saw
my love for them knows no bounds
their heart beats to mine and resounds
this is why i care for the gift the give
the giving has taught me how to live
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Her Submission
So beautiful in her submission
She is Venus De Milo in his sight
Fulfilling all his wishes effortlessly
She is Master's supreme delight
By her submission made beautiful
With a soul that is heaven sent
Her servitude in excellence
And her will to his will bent
She anticipates his desire
With Master if it pleases you
As she takes joy in his loving
And her submission is so true
She is the best of what he knows
And by this his heart is taken
His dominance a loving dream
From which he will never waken
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As I float down softly to land on the grass
you in your fleeing have looked back aghast
knowing that I was intent on only you
the blood in your veins yes this is my due
my wings have furled and drawn to my back
my eyes rimmed with red fire, soul eating black
my legs lengthening as forward I stride
and you know there is nowhere to hide
as I reach you and take you in my grasp
seeing my fangs more deadly then an asp
you moan in terror,you know the time is here
when the vampire feasts your soul disappears
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Love's Tears
I cry my lonely teardrops, as I'm walking in the rain;
For I know no one can see me, as I shatter from the pain.
For love, has once again taken deep root in my heart.
And once again I know that soon, my world will fall apart.
I can not close the door to love, tho� I know the hurt it will bring;
For the other thing I know, is that it will come again like spring.
My heart has always belonged to them, it never was my own;
And the pain I suffer gladly, for the joy though it I�ve known.
A romantic maybe to the core, but I love so deep and dear;
That the downside of my weakness, is the upside of my fear.
And ever and again I would gladly let, my heart be stolen free.
For the glory of the love I feel, that flows from you to me.
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Oh the red dress
Oh my lord, you are the lady in red
something I once dreampt; in my bed
the dress that looks so good on you
throws me in a state, what will I do
To hold you in my arms while dancing
my heart and feet, both now prancing
while your body molds it self to mine
sweet love a feeling that's oh so divine
and when the dance is over dear
I will whisk you away from there
to a place that is quiet and private too
now I will want to make sweet love to you
my hands on your body through your dress
as I hold you tightly in a lover's caress
as we move through the room my lips on yours
till your clothes and my clothes lie on the floor
then in a sweet, the most sweet embrace
we shall make love, at a slow steady pace
until you moan maybe scream out my name
then you and I love will never be the same
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Each day I Wait
Each day gone by, I wait for you.
each hour, spent in looking too.
My soul awaits your presence here.
My heart dictates, you'll soon be near.
I long for you with all my being,
While searching with my eyes unseeing.
The need I feel, inside for you;
That knowing you, is knowing true.
Each time our paths uncrossed continue,
The doubt affects my heart and sinew;
But moments later, the doubt is gone;
And again, I'm lured by your siren song.
I know that eventually, you will be
Standing here, alongside me.
With no choice left to me by fate,
I wander ceaselessly; yet I wait.
For you my heart; my one great love
I surrender all things; below and above.
For your sweet touch, your gentle caress
When they come, they bring the best.
So now maybe you will understand
Why I can wait patient at hand.
Because I know that you are / will be,
My love / soul mate for eternity.
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Emotional Vampire
yes i am he who cannot be
whom your hearts fears see
I am he who should not live
and sanction to the soul i give
I am the one who would possess
your freedom and your very best
I am the one who draws your mind
to the shadow web where he will bind
Your heart and mind body and soul
the very things that make you whole
and when you are caught you will aspire
to be the prey of the emotional Vampire
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much like a painting
poetry is meant to evoke emotions
part of the way that is done
is to create images that appear
in the readers minds eye
if i write a poem that makes your heart beat faster
or brings a smile unknown to your face
i have succeeded
i want to touch mind and make you think
touch heart and stir emotions
this is to me what poetry does
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I am the Beast
I am the beast that roars in the night;
behind your eyes, just out of sight.
I am he that lurches forth from the dark;
to terrify humanity and leave my mark.
I wear the token of doom upon my brow,
the doors that kept me are broken now.
Horrifying in aspect, I no longer dwell;
but have rumbled forth from the deepest hell.
Beware I come to take your soul!
Beware I come to eat you whole!
There is no protection from my bite,
from whence I come in the darkest night.
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she thrills me because she knows what I like
she tempts me when she comes into my sight
she obeys me because it is her choice to do
she loves me unconditionally I love her too
she is my submissive, my slave, my pet
she knows my arms are the safest place yet
I am awed by the depths of her devotion
she displays for me the gamut of emotion
I will take her when and how I am ready
her heart and soul always remain steady
what a great gift has been given unto me
full of joy her Master/Dominant I will be
for nibblz and shaia
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The Hunger
You have brought the hunger on me
For your sweetness now I long to taste
Only you can satisfy this burning need
Now, I have the hunger
I want you here upon your knees
Your body to satisfy this fiery need
Your submission to feed me sweetly
For this only, do I hunger
My mouth longs to taste you now
To savor your lushness on my tongue
To caress your sweetness with my lips
You, have awoken the hunger
You, you have done this to me
No I cannot let it be, I must be fed
The feeling you have awoken, oh so strong
You brought the hunger on me
So come to me and give me that
Which will feed this desire inside
Come sate me with your sweet delight
Come satisfy my hunger
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Children of the Muse
As I make my way through the night
I meet those whose cross my sight
those who`s destiny is as mine
who minds and souls emerge in rhyme
I gather to me the children of the muse
who`s sweet inspiration we all must use
I hold them dearly in my heart my soul
one more piece to make up the whole
my brothers my sisters I call to you
and in her grace we all shall move
to create another space and time
one to the other in rhythm and rhyme
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What more can i say
What more can I say to thee
Except you are my fantasy
You are my great desire
A brilliant surging fire
The touch of you all I need to know
And the scent, that's yours alone
For the taste of you upon my tongue
Makes each day as one just begun
In my arms the need to hold
To caress your body and your soul
To feel your heart against my skin
To let you out and to hold you in
You are a dream become reality
As when I envision you time s me
To sweetly go like I've never been
Which happens whenever you invite me in
To create and share an ecstasy
That of loving you completely
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Dying inside
You said it then, you went to sleep.
I sat up all night without a peep.
My mind in circles, running fast
Examining our recent past.
What was it that I said, or did;
What was it that, now seems hid.
Why don�t I understand you dear,
And what desire brought us here.
Too hurt to sleep, I sat up thinking
Had I a bottle, I would have been drinking.
Trying to find the cause behind the word;
Trying and failing feeling absurd.
Don�t get upset, you said to me
In so many words this cannot be.
The union that we I thought we sought;
But now you say, our work's for naught.
I will not cry, I will not weep;
Keep it inside, I wont make a peep.
But, if you look into my eye;
I'm sure my dear you'll see me die.
Piece by piece, a little each day;
My heart and soul are torn away
My dream destroyed, my hopes are crushed;
All, have been down the toilet flushed,
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The Gift
It happened, oh it happened finally
You opened your eyes, saw what I see
The power of your sweet confession
Changed my life and gave me a mission
To bring to fruit the seed we sowed
I told you, you would give what was owed
My love my life my only one
It seems at last that we have begun
From that sweet kiss we shared
From my love which had you scared
The years you spent hiding from me
Afraid of what your soul said should be
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n the rose shaded sunset
a lonely tree stood atop the silent hill
and the wind blowing through its branches
whispered softly i remember them still
as the sun faded rose
then magenta and violet hues
the wind again whispered softly
oh have you heard the news
i sit alone here no longer;
a good man came here yesterday
he stood beneath my branches
fell to his knees and prayed
before he dug a hole carefully
among my roots so deep
and buried something dear to him
and prayed that safe i would keep
this memento from she whom
for so very long a time
he loved so unselfishly
and who died before her time
this he entrusted to this tree
which stood lonely on a hill
and every rose colored sunset
finds his shadow walking still
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A painful goodbye
I told you I needed love and affection
I waited for you to make the correction
But dear too much time has passed
and now my love has faded at last.
I have to leave you to remain alive
The sanity I need in order to survive
I loved you with my heart and soul
But it takes two to make love whole
You couldn�t reach out and take my hand
And now I must take this sorry stand
Much as I've d loved you I must let go
And I only hope that we too will grow
Its painful to me but I have to do it
If not for the rest of my life I'll rue it
I bear no grudges but I have to go
Its best for both of us I know
For reasons we both know I will always care
there is nothing between us and this I cant bear
I wouldn�t hurt you but I no longer love you
And its for both our sakes this thing that I do
Let me walk away with the tears in my eyes
And in turn I wont give you any lies
I loved you truly and hoped for an end
Where you and I could be more then friends
My darling I see that this cant be
And my children make you dear to me
Remember the love that once we shared
And know in your heart that I always cared
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a romantic vein
After the flowers were placed in a vase
Where we can see them their beauty won't waste
After the fireplace has been lit
And the champagne cork no longer fits
When the bearskin rug feels soft as a dove
Then my dear we can make love
I will undress you bit by bit
And every inch of your skin I'll lick
Until your body is fully unclothed
To my adoring eyes all your charms exposed
I'll slip from my clothes and gather you up
And on your sweet body I will sup
The loving we'll make last for hours
Or for as long as our passion flowers
For there is nothing I'd rather do
Than to linger making love to you
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Sweet
I drempt of you last night,
And making love so sweetly.
And in the morning light,
I woke; satisfied completely
I thought of you this morning
And the dream that was so sweet;
What it was that I was feeling,
Only you could make complete.
And today when at last I saw you
It was like a vision from the dream
Springing full blown into the light
Sparkling as if a golden sunbeam
How could it have carried over
For when one has awoken
from the dream into the light
Don�t dreams linger in the night
The only I answer I can give
Is to the question you won't ask
Is that all dreams don�t die
Some in the sunlight bask
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September 23
a ride
we took a ride together
and it was like nothing ever before
we took a ride to heaven and
we walked on paradise's shore
i am so glad i talked you
into going on this ride with me
i couldnt imagine this trip
hoping it was what it should be
and when you got back home
and you drifted of contently to sleep
i remember thinking of you
and the smile on your face you keep
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September 24
Fantasy
sometimes i think to myself this is not fair
i awake and on my pillow smell your hair
when i dream you are there keeping me
from visiting fantasy lands i used to see
i dont miss them but when i awake i miss you
i wonder about your effect on me yes it's true
but i would not have it any other way
you my love are my light and my day
you are dear the stars to me and the moon
no matter when i see you i want you soon
if life were fair i would have loved you for years
but life being what it is with you i have no tears
every day that i love you is one more wonder
when i see you my heart beats like thunder
your love has come to be so much to me
that i think i found my worlds of fantasy
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Bound
where is my heart is my waking thought
soon i find you and my fears are nought
my soul seems bound unto you my dear
there is no place to keep it except there
you are my waking dream and my night peace
of all the wonders of the world not the least
is the love you have given me and inspire
my heart and poets soul to flame full fire
i cannot help when i write poetry for you
it seems the only thing right in my heart to do
the muse guides my hand your love my heart
and with these two together the rhymes start
as swiftly as the second hand does its spin
my hand moves and the ink flows from my pen
with each word written i love you all the more
and with each second look for you at my door
my heart soars when i hear your voice
this is automatic now i have no choice
and my soul rises when you are with me
and believe me there is no the way for me
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September 25
Vampire love
Her window opened where he alights
Her neck already subject to his bites
He comes back to her seeking more
Mist through the window across the floor
When her bedside is reached he solidifys
And gazes at her with red vampiric eyes
This feast of his that now awaits his touch
A lovely maiden once known as such
But now and forever more will she be
The vampires love and bride you see
He has not been greedy, she not fully bled
For vampire will she be instead
And before the son has risen in the sky
To the crypt with him as dawn draws nigh
To share the grave of her undead love
The vampire maiden who once lived above
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challenge
In jest he wrote those words of mine
and in his jest blasphemed my rhyme
and so I called and took him to task
And the reason why need not be asked
For when the pen is drawn in duel
And satires metaphors are the fuel
Everyone backup watch and stare
For a poet's duel is in the air
With my pen I challenge thee
To a friendly battle which we see
Just how quick thy nimble thoughts are
And how much ink is in your jar
So avast and write ye scurvey lout
For the rhyming battle has come about
Here on kabbalah's poetry page
Let the dueling pens come and rage
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September 26
Return
My name you say you will engrave
With envy upon a hollow cave
But wait a stela I will erect
To hold the nomen of the elect
Who had the terpitude to match
A wordsmith with the given craft
To build a tomb out of the word
And with it your soul to perturb
So lend an ear and lend an eye
As we in combat both shall vie
To be the one whose pen shall win
The contest which we did begin
Whether cave deep beneath yon hill
or stela which shall stand there still
One the winner's prize shall claim
The other simply a graven name
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September 27
And in refrain
No alcoholic drinks shall I invoke
Ones brain is needed for the stroke
To match one�s wits fine adversary
By any means that is necessary
No stela or deep dank cave
But instead the vampire rave
Shall bear witness to this duel
And the cunning used for fuel
whose words are greater we cannot say
But leave it to the world�s dismay
For those who think this serious
Are not the one whom we would trust
My hat I doff to you my brother
To know that we unlike any other
Could carry out a duel like this
Before our coven as witness
And I agree we both are must win
proven by the rhymes struck herein
that one or the other does not exceed
the talents that are ours indeed
so to brother you I offer this as a toast
that we both must have rights to boast
wordsmiths we are and will always be
and dare any to challenge you or me
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September 30
the challenge accepted and this we wont rue
there is nothing better then to name a friend true
lives go on, and time passes forever
one called brother is one who never
can be forgotten nor can i overlook
and that my friend is you in my book
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October 11
the muse
she returns and enters me
the spirit of the rhyme set free
the impulse that drives me to create
find the seeds that my day does make
turn these instead into poetry
and this is alas, all of me
not my choice but my desire
to write the words that inspire
a response from the souls of those who read
and thus satisfies my deepest needs
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awakened
Oct 11 2009
you came and with your words woke the beast
that hungers for the attention at the least
of a woman's mind and a womans eyes
and dreams of the heat between her thighs
full risen now in the moonlight is he
that would come and make your vision be
would take you softly with just his rhyme
then with his body would claim you mine
and you in the rapture of the heat
with your heart going to the beat
would aquiesce and soon give in
to the heat from without and within
the hand i hold out and offer to you
will tempt you but will your mind rue
to quell the hunger the giving of you
to the beast who will devour you through
and i would say i forgive you
for you knew not what you do
but the hunger of the beast is awake
now will feed, on your heat will it slake
the thirst and the hunger both it feels
when it comes to you and bid you kneel
offer to me what you wish to give
and i will take what i need to live
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My Love
(apologies to browning)
Oct 25 2009
my love is like a red, red, rose
round and about my heart she goes
her rhythm matches up to mine
and in love's light we both do shine
my joy is over whelming and sincere
and why because you love me dear
and when i wondered if you were true
you came and bought me home to you
you dried my needless tears my dear
then hugged me close and kept me near
our hearts our minds so much in sync
that it seems we even share a blink
my love my heart my eternal joy
this life shall be our glowing toy
and we will play with such glee
that every one will stop. say see!
these two souls have come together
found their purpose and now will never
cleave from one another nor rue
the love that joined these souls, these two
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Baby becomes a vampire
Oct 26 2009
Her raven dark hair; her so pale skin,
of course to the vampire, she seemed akin.
But when he drew up close to her,
the scent of blood; his eyes did blur.
so sweetly scented and copper imbued
blood ran through mortal veins he knew
his fangs did ache and his hunger grew
this one's blood he longed for true
he followed her down the streets to home
and she never guessing she wasnt alone
entered her house and up the stairs went
retired to her boudoir her evening spent
he crept soflty and hung upon the wall
of course a vampire he could never fall
as he watched her ready herself for sleep
and closer to her window did the fiend creep
softly whispering to get her attention
and she thinking mortal love let him in
he flowed in easily then stood to his height
and only at that point did baby take fright
this was not some boy who had wooed her in town
but a man whose presence made her shake in her gown
she knew at once this was a presence unknown
and yet this presence made her feel so grown
was it the smoldering look deep in his eyes
a match to the heat she felt between her thighs
what was it that made her breathing so fast
was it something she had wanted come at last
he beckoned to her to come close to him
it seemed the air was thick enough to swim
her limbs seemd to belong to some other girl
as her body gave all control to his world
she languidly moved to where he stood
and gazing in his eyes finally understood
as he bent to her neck and bared his fangs
her mind simply reeled and her senses sang
this was the culmination of his lust
when his fangs bit and when they thrust
into the veins that throbbed in her neck
of her mortal life they made a wreck
but naught would she give naught would she rue
in her mind she had been a vampire through
her growing years and now was made one forever
a vampire siren, a lure that could be resisted never
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November 1
Truths of love
has your heart been broken,
tell us was that pain your fault
did you ever feel that loving
so hard was for naught
have you truly loved someone
and your love had to withstand the storm
did you find that when tested
your love was more then just lukewarm
did you ever have the need to prove
that your love was true
that the one you loved so hard
was the world to you
have you tasted fom the cup of love
the bite of the bitters there
and when you had it on your tongue
did you think the taste unfair
would you only have the joy
loving another can bring
or would you gladly suffer pain
and have the whole deep thing
loving is and always will be
the most wonderful gift on earth
but ware my friends that when it comes
you must endure its birth
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my love
Nov 06 2009
what can i say but i love you dear
and with your love nothing i fear
to be with you is my true delight
your are my moon my sun my light
nothing else is important to me in life
when im with you there is no strife
you make my heart soar with abandon
i know your heart is what i will land on
there is magic here which will endure
each and every day we shall learn more
about the depths and the heights we breach
in my arms there is nothing we cannot reach
you are my love my reason for living
and the love within my heart im giving
has found a place where it belongs
and your love keeps my love warm
Dead whispers
In your hands you hold my heart
so very small and frail
But deep inside can be found
a passion to unveil
although so small it looks to you
a wealth of treasure it holds
for my dear we have one heart
and mine I gave to you
Every beat the small heart makes
pounds out more love to share
and listen closely dear heart
for its always there
Hold it tight and don't let go
cos damage can be done
But never forget my sweet one
my heart has yet to grow
so tend to it with love and care
and with these words i swear
you took my heart and held it tight
and it will always be there.
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words unspoken
thoughts in my head
never to be written
not to be read
Dreams of love,
that can not be
Just know..
what you mean to me
Another life it might be so
but in this one
will never know
Once spoke of
but never again
just dream in my head
that will remain unsaid
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The screaming and yelling, name calling and pain,
where love once was , no longer your name,
you once filled my heart but not anymore,
no going back , done that before.
No smiles on my face that you put there each day ,
just tears of anger and sorrow , this way
No kisses or hugs , just snide remarks
if only you could see the scars on my heart.
What once you treasured, you threw it away
Not yours anymore , I'm afraid to say
For my love , which you lost was found elsewhere.
And I love him too, this i can swear
the one who I love , brings back that smile
No anger or hatred just loving and kind
Who treats your treasure much better than you
and oh my dear if only you knew,
Our days are numbered , my sorrow no more
don't say good bye when i walk out the door,
I will take with me the ones that i love
To the man I know, shows me much love.
For lost have you which you thought was yours,
no more tears or slamming door,no more trying , pain or fears.
Just alone with your peers,
Lets see how right your friends were now
What once was has gone for good ,
a new path I chose and I know i should
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| Territhian
Dream Revelations
You are honest,
Almost to the point of being a jerk.
You are sexy,
In a way not normal yet so right.
You are smart,
yet you know you have yet to learn.
You are addictive,
I cant stop thinking about you.
You are rough,
But every touch is so gentle.
You are perfect,
Youre the very picture of love.
You are...
Rahshah?
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Where love is concerned
one can do no wrong,
But is lust wrong
when you feel the song
Of Blood and Gold and Glorious union
Beyond that of mere words and simple paper
Indestructible
The line that stands between love and lust is not defined,
Yet, as I am here, caught between the two,
Its obvious of the difference,
But so of the similarities.
Both tie us together in something beautiful and deep and morbidly wicked,
Primitive and uncontrollable!
So the question that forms, as I lay here
Reminiscing my night next to the woman who is both my love and my lover
Where is the boundary, that line which divides,
And what, if it is found, would that line do should we cross it?
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Green trees purple rain
Love in life and love the same
Dank in grass and Jerk by night
And pringle cans made fun by might
Circus peanuts and lovely Blacks
The untouchables to see at last
Overflowing cups and mucous
Dying to hear caris latest music
Gods and goddesses and beauty abound
Gangs and fights and drama around
Family feuds but friendship glee
This is what my beloved means to me:
Loads of friends at every corner
Snow so clean you can eat it off the ground
Talking a teacher into buying snacks
Watching her dance at her first rave
Singing on stage while forgetting the words
Making your life a
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I don't know her
I don't know her name
I don't know her voice
I don't know her face
But I hate her
My hate is a flame burning brighter BRIGHTER
With each day he is gone
Chris was too young
In his bed
All alone
She stole his life
She stole a son
A brother
A lover
A friend
A companion in the hardships
I don't know who she is
But I hate her
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Double layer, double confession
why is It that i loved you?
with Suffering and pain That I went through.
Love is a game, Love isn't real
yet how am i still Vexed for you?
i know You were wrongs, and i was too young,
but should you be the only one to pay for what we've done?
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The lover in my mind
A beautiful rose, so rare indeed,
that did touch my lips and smile.
A sun that shines with teeth so bright,
that doth break through the dark night
and set my heart aflame!
But ne'er a sun spawned from sweet love
Wrapped in hair like silk.
Splayed across thy bedsheets
doth my love surrender.
As marrows pass unnoticed
do two lovers share their souls
With vows of love and that of longevity,
sprung from young seeds just barely blossomed.
Nay, 'tis not the sun that has risen
but the moon! So full and proud and
lighting every corner of my heart
with songs of joy that ring to the
farthest star and beyond!
O' beautiful night.
The soft glow of iridescence skin, touched by
the Goddess of many names
O' magical night,
Be waiting the the God to shed light
on thine own lies
O' wonderful dreams,
the fog of my love as I slumber
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First of all just let me say I know I'm no good for you
If I said so before maybe you could adore me too
I fear its to late for us but I have to say something because
If I don't now, I know I never will
No matter who you're with, or where you are, or how long its been since we last talked
Ill always love you. No matter what Ill always love you
No matter what you've done, or who you've been, or if you even remember my name
Ill always love you. No matter what Ill always love you
I know you don't love me but I don't care I love you all the same
And even if it hurts to see you with her it wont ever change
As just a friend I know Ill live, at least ill still be there
Ill always listen to your words and show you that I care
No matter who you're with, or where you are, or how long its been since we last talked
Ill always love you. No matter what Ill always love you
No matter what you've done, or who you've been, or if you even remember my name
Ill always love you. No matter what Ill always love you.
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*Beep*
Ello, my love
I saw your mom today
She told me to say hello
*Beep*
Ello, my love
Its been a while since we last talked
Just called to see whats up
*Beep*
Ello, my love
I dreamt of you last night
You held me close as I cried to sleep
*Beep*
Ello, my love
Its been 4 months
Are you mad at me?
*Beep*
Ello, my love
I cant get over you
I'm sorry that im a nuisance
*Beep*
Ello, my love
I'm getting married today
I want you to come
*Beep*
Ello, my love
Um....I miss you a lot
Will you ever pick up?
*Beep*
Hello sir? We sadly inform you that Katharina has committed suicide
She asked that you come to her funeral in her final note
*Beep*
Ssssshhhhhhh(Static)
I shh still sshh Love you shhhhh
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The fates path
My tears, my pain, you'll never know.
The love I lost, a smile I show.
A kiss goodbye, a warm embrace
A like for love, I see you face
Alas my dear, my fate is sealed
A tear to shed, a heart concealed
A simple life, a life content
But joy nor sorrow, was I meant
I will live, as i will do
All that matters is I'm with you
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Shadow Man
My shadow sings softly to me, singing words of love, they're barely whispers, His arms of smoke, They hold me close, In this dream I thrive, His faceless voice says to me, Stay alive...
And I, I know hes not real, But it is so good just to feel like someone out there cares...
I know I'm a little crazy, But blame the huge hole that's eating me, I cant fix it, I know Ive tried, The best I can, So Ill fall with my shadow man...
And I, I know hes not real, But it is so good just to feel like someones out there, To hold me, to love me, help me get by, But Im all alone and, thats how Ill die...
This empty space thats killing me, its far too wide. I know duct tap wont last forever, but neither will I...
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|
BloodLife
PRETEND
Let's pretend you never said that,
let's pretend I never turned my back.
Let's pretend we're lying in the grass,
among crushed daffodils and watching clouds roll past.
Let's pretend a life of fun,
of holding hands in a life that's won.
With warmth inside that makes us glow,
true love that will grow with smiles that show.
But life's pretence is never good,
in a cold world it's misunderstood.
Without regrets we both go on
never pretending about happiness now gone.
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Knowing when to go
Like a wounded beast,
you poke, prod and feast.
Now I�m stepped back into a corner,
stay clear or you�ll be the mourner.
Keep your distance, watch my grin,
I'll feed on your thoughts your sin.
Then see red and leap, jump for your throat,
expression froze, no time to gloat.
My teeth rip your flesh and mind with words unsaid,
blood covered nose nuzzles your meat, bone red.
Dissembled, mutilated. Can you see your death?
Remember me as you draw your final breath.
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WHEN SIZE MATTERS
Wrap me in your codes
I'm yours in
so many modes.
Then scroll me in your box
Till the CSS unlocks.
HTML me till the size is right
Tonight you won't get a fight.
Whether coding by number or by name
Your style sheet will never look the same.
Remember to save it now it's done
Or mess it up and it's back to square one.
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The Sum of Me........
Moved to the point of being still,
if looks could kill.
So silent I could scream,
deafened by a dream.
Reaching but never connecting,
always rejecting.
Being there without being seen,
buried under grass so green.
In pain without any tears,
all my fears.
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"Get behind me Satan"
She said with firm conviction.
So Satan lifted his head from her shoulder and slid 'round to the rear. He stroked the curves from her hips to her thighs and gasped as he saw the graceful curve of her spine.
He stretched his fingers to that certain spot and her neck arched as she lay her head back and closed her eyes and murmured,
"Devil, Devil, Devil,
just this once"
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|
vampiredavid
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November 15, 2009
THE MAKING (BLEEDING)
Bleed me,
she pleaded,
her tears flowed hot,
so river wild,
so river violent.
Take me,
she cried,
bleed me,
make my heart as cold ice
I can no longer
stand the pain
of living;
and yet,
I cannot die,
I am too young,
I am too fair,
there's far too much
I haven't tasted,
touched and made my own.
Bleed me,
my immortal I beg of you.
I swear I will be true.
I swear that I will serve you,
gladly and with fervour.
I'll take my youth
and all my questions.
Through me,
you too will feel
alive again,
you will once more
discover how it was
when first
you saw the night,
when first
you raised your wings
and soared
into the singing,
into the radiance
that others
never could perceive,
I heard you speak of it,
I know your wonder
is alive,
my immortal beg of you,
take me this night
and bleed me,
bleed me,
make me whole
Together we will own the night
For ever
My immortal
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|
Illianos
September 15
A seething rage of blood and sweat,
Into the nights this one had crept,
Running blind on Adrenaline alone,
Sweeping by the passers on the road.
Dodged the car, by lights now red,
Over fence guarded, by dog well-kept,
Behind the Garage, alarms ablaze,
Through the passage to the hollows ways...
Know you of what I speak?
The hidden ground, The stubborn peak,
The granted portal, The hidden & Sleek,
Know you of what I speak?
Not of witchcraft nor wisadry,
Nor of magic or "taboo"...
Not of Religious incantations,
Though, what more is it to you?
I speak in riddles, of tounges in cheeks,
I speak in rhymes and wonders, which you can't dare to keep,
I speak with honesty and truth - but, my question is...
Do you?
My heart is here to merely teach, to those upon who would listen,
My mind is here to simply think, to those upon who would speak,
My soul is here to kindly wander, for those upon who would sin,
My body is here to be the vessel, for those upon who would preach.
Now here me not so wrong as you would call me a Blasphemer,
I am a open-minded man, with a disarming demeanor,
Do not tempt the boiled blood to spill over a boiling pan,
When there's no skin to cut, to reveal such a loathesome man.
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September 16
So tell me,
Masked one,
Shadowed figure,
Cloaked dagger behind the wall...
So tell me,
Tricky one,
Hidden figure,
Sprawled out on the floor...
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September 17
Is it right to judge the unwanted soul,
Or wrong to leave them so alone,
Is it unjust to see the starving bird,
Or caring to share what you heard.
Is it fair to speak your mind,
Beyond a care for loss of time,
Is it a chance to be heard,
Or a chance when you shouldn't shine.
Are these chances, ones we should cover,
The mind and soul - to be discovered?
Is this right to be looked upon,
As wild beasts scouring the wild -
I say yes, yes it is -
We are all animals,
And if we do not understand ourselves,
Why would anyone else understand us?
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September 18
Our kind remembers so much,
Which they did not even live through,
We 'remember' the horrors of 'man',
The horrors which WE,
As a race have done and cause.
And yet we cause more.
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September 24
"my heart soars when i hear your voice
this is automatic now i have no choice
and my soul rises when you are with me
and believe me there is no the way for me"
My throat screams when I hear your thoughts,
This is me now, I have the choice,
And my soul sinks, now that you bear to me,
What thine eyes do truly see.
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September 25
Acceptance.
With much envy I shall engrave,
Thine own name unto a cave,
As you shall be buried underneath,
When this battle has flown through our teeth.
I take up challenge of rhyme, not skill,
With pen, paper, ink and quill,
I accept your challenge of words, not might,
And I say, good sir, let's begin this fight.
How fast is your wit, your rhymers cheek?
Can you stem before your words leak,
Across the page in unknown form,
And fall before the coming storm.
And I sit across the corners from you,
Staring at the wittent reply,
And I wonder what shall be your cue,
To send me soaring into the sky.
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September 25
Loved One
Hide away, loved one,
Show no sign, no sound, no life,
Hidden where you are,
Stay there, loved one,
Move not once, not at all, please...
Hide away, young one,
Show no sign, no sound, no life,
Crying where you are,
Stay silent, loved one,
Make no sound, not at all, please...
My loved one,
A bitter end you have seen,
But worry not,
Young one,
You hid,
But you needn't hide your life away,
As now --
You have the rest of your life,
Ahead of your own self,
To plan your revenge.
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September 26
Repercussion
A stella he claims he will erect,
In governed named, he shall elect,
A budweiser stands tall, my claim to fame,
A better drink, a better game.
A graven name upon a stone,
Is oft our after-life home,
Our bodies numb and cold to touch,
No more, do people clutch.
I'll state no more, a cave for night,
A simpler touch shall win this fight,
I'll happily say your words are great,
But I have the stronger freight.
We both are strong,
We both are proud,
We both stand tall within a crowd,
Our layden prowess,
Need not be known...
Since in our minds,
We are winners of our own.
Now proove me wrong,
With a showy rhyme,
You cannot lose,
No, not this time.
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September 29
A new Challenge
A toast i'll accept,
Not once have I rejected,
A man who I shall call friend.
One with talent,
Of rhyme and skill,
With words, no less a brother.
"Wordsmiths" He names us,
With which I could agree,
But believe it not a destiny.
We choose our words,
Not with choice of course,
But with riddlings of the mind.
But here I go rambling on,
When this challenge is so far gone,
So less a challenge this has become,
And an acceptance,
Of each other,
This is the new challenge that has begun.
And one which all shall see,
Continue forever.
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October 1
Of friends there are many,
Of true there are few,
But just what are we to others,
Just what am I to you?
Am I a speaker of tounges,
A delver of deliverence,
Of words so few know,
Or am I an opponent,
The foe at the other side of the stage,
Who you shall strike down,
With an ever vengeful rage.
Perhaps I am neither,
Or perhaps I am both,
A valued opponent,
Not another sloth,
To stand by and watch,
And be amazed by the sights...
But to be a participant,
And reach such new heights.
You are my valued opponent,
A friend of the truest,
And an amazement to see work,
With words you amaze me,
And I hope I do so to others...
But i'll end for now,
In a temptation full of hurt,
And i'll wait for response,
From those magical words.
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October 15
Is it too much to ask,
A simple reply,
From blood-stained lips,
And vengeful looking eyes,
The torn down dress,
The eluded disguise.
Is it so much to ask,
A simple reply,
From curt-shaved sticks,
And an apparent reprise,
The shaded delusion,
Sheathing your eyes.
Why is it too much for you,
Please, just reply,
Please talk to me -
Please answer...
Please - Please.
Why? Why won't you answer...
Why won't you live again?
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October 21
When one becomes the other,
And the other one prays,
And the prayer comes to focus,
And the sun shines it's rays.
What will become of me?
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October 26
Stare into the beyond,
Wherever that may be,
And prithee do not tell me,
That you cannot see.
As the world's people may be blind,
Even through their own hardships,
Can they claim to see the world,
In one way or another.
Yet you still lie to me.
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October 31
I worry,
And I cry,
All throughout the night,
Do I worry,
And I cry.
Where are you?
How long will you be?
How long must I worry for you?
How long must I be alone?
Just for how long,
am I free?
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Insania. (Insomnia Insanity)
The muffin and the spatula,
Oh how fun they dance, it charms!
The statue of count dracula,
Holding some dame in his arms...
The shuffle and the jugular,
The aim so sure, it seems!
The dancing and the cackler,
Oh the noise, how sore it seems...
The jumping and the bouncing,
The screaming in-between,
The shouting and the slamming,
All in my head it seems!
The laughing and the hollering,
The taunting and the creed,
The countless hours spent awake,
And yet, i'm just asleep...
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PrincesaScarlette
I sit in silence and I savor
Your rhythm and the flavor
Lock my broken heart away
so I'll fight another day
Burgundy rush deep inside
Things we try to hide
Now I know and so do you
Am I enough to get you thru?
Waiting quiet, only resting
Always learning, always testing
Purring starts from so deep
Your voice haunts my very sleep
Starving needing wanting bleeding
13 long hard years always heeding
The vacant warnings of my past
Test of time built to last
I saw your glided words on a page
A midnight black bird in his cage
Come to me, and we will mend
Journey with me as I bend
I'm so afraid of what I'll be
Without guidance will I see?
Looking to you as you are
Just my heart with a star
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I can not go forward
The compassion in my soul
bids me to halt
I can not bear this pain I see
God this sucks so bad
I must wait to be free
I must content myself
To dream of someone else
Forever in limbo
God this sucks so bad
It's alot, more than I can bear
My heart is aching and
still I can not share
my reality with the one
I truly love....
God this sucks so bad
It's not even truly poetry
it's just your standard tragedy
Perfect love that should be
Bad timing just for me
God this sucks so bad...
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| derrickpretsch
September 15
The wind blows embracing me, like a blanket only nature can provide. The earth beckons to me, like a mother to her child. I close my eyes and drift away to a different world, where there is no pain or suffering and the sights of the cities are replaced by the sites of nature. A place where the moon glistens off the river and the stars look like hidden gems waiting to be found, a place which eases the mind and relaxes the soul in a way nothing else can a place of warmth, and happiness, joy, peace and tranquility. A place where no evil can reach and where nature shows its true beauty.
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September 16
Freedom within
The lightning crashes around me, waves crash on the shore in a sound that is so soothing in its own way, I close my eyes lost in the fury of nature, lost in the energy around me, feeding from it and feeling it course through my viens, and awaken a part of me unlike anything else can. My soul ignites like a uncontrolled flame, the sounds and the energy carry me away. For a moment, Iam free, free from all worries, free from all pain, free from harm, lost in the feeling, the sights the sound, even the sand at my feet has feel like never before, I feel my soul lift wanting to stay there and never leave, but knowing I must, and so I wait, for the next time when my soul can feel free again, hoping that somehow I can taste that energy and feel it take me away yet again , and so I wait hoping to find that feeling, hoping that soon my hunger will be fed by that energy so soothing and calm, that even the most bitter heart is warmed by its refreshing life.
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StarScream
September 25
Blind insanity, perfect pictures of me and my family and they have plans for me, and if I had kids will I see them grow, Idon't know, I live the life of a thug, til the say I go no broken promises, no sacred bond broken. I know that i die alone but I'm still hoping. Visions of prisons, maybe i be forgiven. I know its better in heaven cus I know living here isn't, still I close my eyes but I see nothing but pain. The wold's crazy. I'm still looking for a queen to plant seeds and have babies with. Maybe I be the one but maybe I'm lost. Just be cautious and playa cardz right.
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