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I thought I had it for once everything fell into place she said things even..... yeah she never even said that no no one ever did.



I feel bad for everyone one I've ever met for I never really trusted any one. Serves me right I guess I let someone in out comes the chainsaws and the gas......



I just lost the person I loved the most.... cared for the most.... loved the most of any one else in the world and why... because she felt.... I dont know



I'm not worth it? She would just hurt me? Fine way of showing you cant lose someone but to push them away maybe thats it.... where more comfortable with people we can lose then people we cant bare to.....



Fuck it fuck everything I wish sun light would do the trick cuz fuck me I'ed be getting a sun tan in the morning..... but no not for me.... not for what I am....



ageless stuck on this fucking dirt ball with you empty fucking monkeys....



I could have fixed her I know I could have.... I know what Im capable of but some people are so fucking blind...... really im more mad at myself for listening to any one.



This is the last fucking time I let the walls down for any one I thought they where air tight but I was a fucking fool to think any one could understand me or care or love THIS.....



this means of course these blogs here have ended there purpose I found what I was looking for.... all this time so..... this is the end.... I hope someone reads over all these and learns something from it.



Go a head thats what I started this for.....



and with that she said..... good bye.

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KynthiaLucian
19:56 Apr 11 2013

Wow! I am so sorry!

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AURORAEVE3
07:04 Apr 13 2013

i have always wanted to offer you friendship

if you would accept it im always here :)

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