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We broke up last october.... I then felt like I had been dragged down a dirt road behind a truck for months after words untill finally yesterday she came, and got the last of her stuff.



She seemed sad.... but well.... why?



Me.... the bunker is now empty again....



the only close friend / significant other I have is well in another country and its going to be a long time before there ever here even for a vication.



There is NO ONE here locally I want to have anything to do with.... hell I don't even want to be here any more.



Moving soon I guess....

One final act of anger from you. You text and text and text only thinking about your self..... you make your demands... you want the last of the stuff you left here, and that's fine.



But then you want to take the pets and give them away.... that cross'es a line with me.... yes you payed for food and bedding and such.... but so did I... I find a person who wanted things with out really paying etention to them once she got them now demanding that someone who does pay etention to the animals and take care of them should just hand them over to you to get rid of as you see fit????



Your gross.... blame blame blame.... me some more I already feel like a fucking dog that was chain to the back of a the truck that is your life and was dragged down a dirt road for miles.... you love it admit it you love hurting people.



I can't wait for you to come get your crap... take your animals..... and you get the hell out of my life I hope you never text me or call me or see me ever ever again.



I hate it when someone rubs they fact they spent money on things when in a relationship and once its over they expect to get it all back.... have some responsability..... if you needed money that bad then maybe you should not have gone out drinking all those times.... instead you expect me to hand you over what.... $1000???? what about the damage you did me with your mental emotional bullshit???? I wish there was a price tag on that!



bah just get out of my life and stay gone.... your gross very freaking ugly you are on the inside.

So she exits like a ghost.... telling no one she was still seeing me up till weeks ago. Her status updates show shes with someone, and smileing yet she still texts me pissed off that I do not answer right away.



Fuck you

Fuck you

Fuck you

Fuck you



Moving on.... there is someone new in my life now.... someone who is exactly what I always wanted. Yes she lives far away from here but maybe that's a good thing so these fucks can't interject and ruin this for me to.



So sick of living here, and feeling so fucking gross I NEED OUT.



I'm so sick of the abuse. :'(

I went back to work.... 40+ hours a week doing something I like.... but I have yet to see a pay cheque yet.



Had some bad things happen.... that just fucked me up more in the process....



Met someone who has turned out to be VERY emportent to me.



I'm existing.... I have my moments..... things are not better but I feel like things are on there way to being better.



Such is life/existance.