Ever have to just get out?
I found myself at a dinner with a 70s feel to it.... Odd it's been a while I did not know Canada Dry now comes in a Cranberry flavour.... Things on finds wander the streets....
I left the greasy spoon and continued on a walk threw the village.... There in a door way I found these kids with 2 dogs.... The female looks up at me "where did you get those pants?" How does one explaine.... Germany?
For a moment there I felt the need to do something I handed them a $5 bill told them to get them selfs coffee.... And continued up the road only to think to myself finding myself giving a fuck why don't I just get them coffee.... Into a star bucks I went got them 3 coffee plus on for myself walked back to them told them to use the $5 to get something for the dogs handed them the 3 coffee wished them good night, and off into the dark I went again....
I doubt I'll see these kids again
I won't be in this city much longer
Odd how even in moments where people sicken you to be around them we can still find a human / or we'll sort of.... Side that makes on want do these things.... They seemed overly pleased to get the coffee....
Maybe I'm not the monster I've been told I am
Nothing ever goes the way it should....
I ended up on a farm time forgot walking among the ruins not just physical but ruined people as well. For a moment I tried to help them see the world was not a ruin but some people just want to remain in shit when shit is all they are used to.
It looks like I'm off on the road again.... Going to Vancouver..... I had/have friends there this should be interesting....
But once again I'm moving alone no one driving with me.... It's going to be strange.... Maybe that is what I need right now to be alone.
Then again I am alone sitting in the bed room of a $1800 3 floor town house.... My car tucked into its garage.... No I have not worked in years.... Don't ask don't tell....
Moving on.... Catch you on the flip side....
P.S. Detox diets and herbal human de worm pills do work.... I have been with out cigarettes, cola, junk food, and the like for over 10 weeks now.... Unfortuitally I am also soaked to my core in negative energy that is around me.... I hope once I endure another road trip I will start to feel more like me again....
P.P.S. - if your un lucky enough to live in Vancouver and you think you see me late at night out there some where assume it's not me and move along thank you ^.^
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