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The power of good bye

16:44 Oct 15 2017
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There is nothing more liberating then finding out when someone does not need you any more.

My life has been a series of these moments where people get there shit to gather and move on. Most of the time there is no thank you. More then not you get a fuck you. They martch off noise in the air thinking there all the better for useing you.

My most recent case of this has been more of the same. Just needed a place to be while they think they sorted them selfs out. In the end telling you to keep your money keep your crap. See ya thinking they have grown up have the upper hand and there so much a better person then you.

Well I can tell you from experience you learned nothing from me you’ll admit to. You’ll most likely tell everyone what a horror it’s been.....

You know that quoter of a mill house that was payed for.... all the bills payed for.... every high tech gadget pay per view anything.... food heat light... cloths..... 2 cars in the drive way one that had gotten damaged more then once and you tried to tell me it was my fault when I had not been home to that house in 4 weeks.

Grow up you need to grow up. You need to go out there work your ass off and actually pay for something your self realize what it’s like to be an adult but we all know the truth.

You’ll run to the next person who will in able you to keep living like this.

The next person to take pitty from your sob story about how horrible life has been like , and they’ll never know your useing them to until the day comes you find a person who has just a little bit more then they will become the villain to.

You’ll go on and on about how horrible this world is and all the people you’ve met are scum but you know what.... while there out having all those things you wish you had cuz they worked hard for it like I have you’ll still be a bitter angry person Hateing everyone and everything because you can’t get it between your ears that in order to get those things you have to pay for it.

And last time I looked excuses do not have a monetary value

Good luck you’ll need it


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Minde
Minde
09:02 Oct 16 2017

That sucks





 

Haunted too long

20:47 Oct 08 2017
Times Read: 396


I used to write about it. I tried to forget about it. It's not working it's just not. No matter how I try.

No one to really talk to about it.

Stuck in a hole again

Once you go forwards there is no backwards

But it haunts me

Wish I could just sit you down explaine tell you

I know it won't matter it did not matter then it won't matter now

I'll just keep the scar to myself you made

Keep it to myself like I always have

You'll never read this

So it does not matter

After all my writings here are just snippets of a much bigger picture


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Dead things, little things, play things

16:19 Oct 03 2017
Times Read: 404


My trip back home for my week off was full of rumours of animals being killed, strangeness around the house, and over all anxiety.

A trip to the country saw no mystical beasts having taken 5 rounds before biteing the dirt but instead just a lot of dead coyotes.

The slowly leaked news that there appears to be another person staying in the house i pay for when I'm not there Rita me to the core. I feel used I see home once a month. Knowing someone else has been staying there eating the food and so on with the renter in the basement. The fact it's been kept from me angers me time to raise the rent.

An over all feeling of icky feelings looking out at world events with a sick feeling that once again we are being told to watch the left hand ignore what the right hands doing.

I had a longer rant planned for this entry but I find my self rushed with no real time to say much of anything.


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