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If you woke up tomorrow morning

to find that nothing was the same

yet nothing has changed

would you rearrange the way you

think about what goes on in a

coarse of a day..?



Or would you sit around

not making a single sound

waiting for your life to unfold

so that your memeories is

all that you have left to hold..?



You can watch the clock all you want

just remember time never stands still

once inside an endless maze

no one leaves and no one will

your home can somtimes

feel like a cage

it can make you feel like a prisoner

or fill you full of rage



A home can sometimes make a person

fill like they're all alone

there can be as many people around

as you want but for some reason

it can stillo make you feel as if

you was never known



So the question stll remains the same

if you woke up tomorrow morning

to find that nothing was the same

yet nothing has changed

would you rearrange the way you

think about what goes on in a

coarse of a day..?

I fear that time is too short

that in the end there will be

no way to abort..

no way to abort from a life

of sins that in the end

has nowhere to begain



This life I've lived as been foresaken

this is fact.., it can't be mistaken..

what I once knew to be true

in the end only ended up falling through



I'd leave this place if it meant that

everyone else could live in peace

but I feel as no one would

except me.., not even the

deceased



So my soul's left here to wonder

an empty road which has no end

to pretend nothing has happened

would only offend



I know life can't always be what you

want it to be

that there's as much joy to life

as there is misery

I only wanted one day without having

to deal with the voices within my head

to be able to erase my inner pain

and just enjoy life instead



My past is something that always

seems to haunt me

it never leaves.., only stays

it something that causes most

of my inner misery



To the one'e that are now gone

I love you with all my heart..

it's just without you.., it seems

as if my life's falling appart

my memories of you

I will always hold dear

I just wish that you was here..

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DrknsFndMe
21:25 Apr 24 2009

We come and go in this world we are born to live a short while alone then to once again die alone.

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I watched the outside world

fade away

within time the citties will decay

who will be around

to hear civalizations last sound?

this is a reacurring dream

that I have now and then

when will this nightmare

come to an end



I've watched people who said

that they were my friends

turn around without a sound

like they were the only one's

who were truely heaven bound

they blamed me for everything that

went wrong like I didn't belong

they always made me feel like

I did something wrong..



not that they actually acted that way

it's just that sometimes that's the way

everythings turns out in everyway

people disappearing never to return

leaving my inner thoughts to burn



The world doesn't make any sense

at times..

how can a siple act of kindness

be treated like a crime?

I try to find ways to make it throgh

the day in a way that won't offend

it's just hard to pretend

at times that nothings wrong

or that I truely belong



I wish I could just close my eyes

erase every moment of pain

so that one day I can veiwed as sane

to those I once knew

the meant the world to me

there the one's I wish I could see

but I guess that will never be..

it's just that in some ways

I feel like they left because of me..

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TaintedAngel14
03:11 Apr 24 2009

awww, cookie, course that no one left cause of me =( im sorry, you must feel horrible, you know im always gonna be here for you..you're always gonna be my bff!!!!

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