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I had an amazing time

I'd lay it all on the line

and wouldn't hesitate to recreate

every moment you were

in my arms



Being able to stare into

your eyes was a beautiful surprise

a chance to take a glance

to be able to see another's soul

that makes me feel free



When I'm near you I feel stable

able to take on the world

and break these inner thoughts

in which I forsake



You're the only one I want to see

you mean and are everything to me

you are the reason I'm alive

the reason I want to survive



I hope you know it's true

when I say there's no one

I'd rather see than you

cause in my mind

there is no retreat

you are the one

who makes me complete

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Lilithmae
19:50 Apr 26 2015

Beautiful :)

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xXBlackenedxWingsXx
06:56 Apr 27 2015

Yep, I know who this is about.



Don't let her go, brother.

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I'm finding it hard to open up to people

paranoid that it'll end the same

like it has before

I'm not a hundred percent sure

but this repetitive thought's

becoming lame



these inner thoughts I have

feel over used

like a CD taken for granted

that now skips due to

being abused



At times I feel as if

I'm the one who's out of place

that I should have disappeared

with out a trace but I guess

that's just me

due to my thoughts

drifting out to sea



At times my surroundings

seem to much like a still frame

everything looks the same

even though everything has changed

it seems as though nothing

has been rearranged



I guess I'm just afraid of losing

what I hold dear

I just wish my thoughts

would stay clear



It's not like I'm asking for

the world and everything in it

I just want to know that

I belong, that I fit



Even that thought at times

makes me feel as if I'm

asking more then I should

that no one would answer

even if they could



I need to find a way out

of being trapped within my head

and erase these emotions

that I still dread

so that my view of me

is plain to see

without the added debris

from a clouded memory



So until then I'll avoid this

mental relapse

wait for something new to begin

and never again wait for my

inner misery to let me back in

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KALIGULA
18:41 Apr 17 2015

You certainly have a lot to say

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LoxxyDarkmatter
18:54 Apr 17 2015

Oh Murder.. I can relate on many levels..!! nice

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I feel as if when it

come to my inner thoughts

there was a miscommunication

followed by a lack of communication

that let to a misunderstanding

with an error warning canceling out

my own understanding



It's like being in a self

meditating state

but my inner self refuses

to relate so it hesitates

as it ponders our fate



At times I miss I use to be

while my other side

refuses to see me

other than the times in which

I'm in agony



I'm at a loss of what to do

I haven't got a single clue

it seems as with everything

I've done, my past is still

one thing that I can't outrun



I'm tired of feeling that it would be

better if I were to disappear

and cause my mind won't stay clear

for the most part I even hate

the site of me



I need a sign to find out why

my design was flawed,

why my inner peace was denied

and why at times my heart feels

as if it died

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beautifulldarkness
20:04 Apr 11 2015

love it :)

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ScarletKnightWalker
01:06 Apr 13 2015

Love your poem :)

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lacylove
02:11 Apr 13 2015

Fangtastic

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M0NST3R
12:27 Apr 15 2015

awesome! love it

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LoxxyDarkmatter
18:52 Apr 17 2015

that is awesome my brother.. :)

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