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I feel as if I'm

missing a part of me

lost within my own

self loathing misery



I can't seem to clear

these thoughts inside my head

everything I do makes me feel

as if I have a heart of lead



At times I can't stand

the sight of me

my inner memories

just seem like floating debris



It's as if I need a medium

to set me free

to unchain this pain

and put this pain behind me



So that I don't feel

as if I have to walk alone

or be caged in stone

just so I can feel real



I need something to

erase this emotional doubt

without the side effect

of my heart being ripped out



So that I can see that

my inner thoughts can be clear

removed from all inner fear

of losing everything I hold dear



I just want my life to make sense

to not have seem like it's worth two cents

to be able to value myself

instead putting life on a back shelf



It's as if I need a medium

to set me free

to unchain this pain

and put this pain behind me



I wish I knew why I felt this way

feeling as if I'm missing a part of me

so that I wouldn't feel

within my own self loathing misery

COMMENTS

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FeverDreams
11:20 Dec 29 2014

Now im sad :(

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TaintedPoison
13:19 Dec 29 2014

You don't walk alone.

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