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I would have put myself

through hell and back

just to be you friend,

but in the end

you only wanted to pretend

making me feel like

a used memory that

you swept aside

and never wanted back.



I don't know what

I did that was so wrong

that made you treat me

like I didn't belong.

to you my feelings

are non-void

something that you can

at all costs avoid.



I wish things could have

been different in

every single way,

instead I'm only left

with my inner thoughts

in complete disarray

knowing that there's

nothing to erase

what happened yesterday.



so as I sit here and contemplate

what I should do to clean

this slate to eliminate

my inner hate

towards myself,

so that my life doesn't feel

as if it was put on display

just so that others can say

who needed him anyway..?



I'm not saying this to offend

anyone in any way,

this is just how I feel at times

when I can't seem to find

a way to clear my mind.

I'm grateful for the friends

I have, cause in the end

they don't pretend

leaving me feeling like

I'm on the outside looking in.





it's because of friends

that I'm still here,

despite my mind being clear.

I get lost within my mind

at times left not knowing

what to do.

my friends have always

been there for me,

to help me see

past my inner misery.

without my friends

I wouldn't know

what to do

and for that I truly

thank you

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DeirdreL
09:46 Jun 11 2010

I am honored to be your friend, Murder, always will be.

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