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I may be lost, but for a cost
I could sell you a map
Was originally stated as a joke
But now I just feel
Physically and mentally broke

Like I took two steps forward
Stepped on a land mine
Now there's not enough pieces
Of me to find

Caged in for only my inner self
To be able to see
Is there really no way out
From my own misery?

Tired of dealing with this
Surrounding silence
Would peace actually exist
With my absence?

I haven't been in a good head space
Maybe my mind needs to be replaced
I can only hope for my hidden thoughts
To be erased

Just don't know where to start
Or even begin
It's beginning to feel as if
My life's a sin

If only it didn't feel as if
I'm always in the wrong
Maybe then there could be
A place for me to belong