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For some odd reason

my mind has reached

a stand still..

What once was no longer

seems real..

I've thought about this

for countless days..

Only to be left with

mixed thoughts

and nothing to say..

I'd give you my life's story

but what's the point

if it has no glory..

I wanted something that

would truly last..

Does that make sense..?

Instead I feel like an outcast

of someone else's past..

I've been stepped on..

Walked over and accused

of shit I didn't do..

At times I had thoughts

within in my head

wishing I was dead

but no one got the clue..

How can I be what others

want to see

when at times even I

hate the sight of me..?

I can't stand who I use to be

and at times I hate what

people consider

me being me..

I have found reasons

for why I should live or die..

I feel like I'm about to have

a mental breakdown

and I don't know why..

First come, first serve

my life's going no where fast..

Here today, gone tomorrow..

How much longer can I last..?

I just want what others want..

To have a normal life..

To be able to live in it

without strife..

But I guess it's plain to see

that some things just can't be

so I'll take this time to sit in line

and hope that my mind

will be fine