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This world we live in can sometimes

seem a little strange.., like a dream

that can't be woken up from

where life seems a little deranged

nothing seems to fit

so you sit back and deal with it



At other times this world can seem

peaceful and full of bliss

that there's nothing else in this world

that can get better then this

something that you hope will never change

and never have to rearrange



This world has it's ups and downs

one minute you can feel like you're

on top of the world

the next you feel like you're trapped

in a cell lost in hell

this life is what you make of it

not every piece in life will always fit



A blessing at times can feel like a mistake

and a mistake can be more then one can

take

just make sure what ever you do

that end the end life isn't something

that you forsake

not everyone in this world is the same

which is good.. cause if it was

this world be plain



This world can sometimes seem chaotic

but we should be grateful for the things that we have

especially our friends

they're the one's that help you see the beauty

in our live even in the end

they never pretend

they'll stand by your side no matter what

you do

they'll never be the one's to say

you better pray for on this day

me and you are through



I'm grateful for the friends that I have

and the one's that are no longer here

without them I wouldn't be who I am

and I probably wouldn't give a damn

for anyone or anything

for the people who are there for me

I just to say this to you

Thank you

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TaintedAngel14
22:24 May 24 2009

..its..really good..it made me cry ^^

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TaintedPoison
02:11 May 25 2009

aww hunni, I love you

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xxPAYNExx
02:20 May 26 2009

Beautiful...

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darkangel82
05:21 Aug 10 2009

That's very well written...I like that.

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I'd imagine what it be like

to be able to look into her eyes

as the sun's about to rise

just to see a world of such beauty

that erases a world full of cruelty..



Some people think to be able to

live in a world like this

is simply impossible or inplausable

when in reality this dream

already came true

it came true on the day I met you



You made me feel as if I matter

that life isn't made up of

broken latters

you made me feel alive

when my life felt like

it was about to take a dive



I don't know how I can

ever repay you

for everything you did

and still do

I hope one day

I can do the same for you

cause to me you're the

greatest dream that ever

came true



At times I'd like nothing better

then to tell you how I feel

it's just when I try

I'm afraide that this life is

going to be a dream that isn't

even real



You mean everything to me

you're the only one

that I want to see

you're the whole reason

that I still breathe

my only hope is that you

never leave



You mean everything to me..

I miss you when we're apart

at the end of the day

I will always say

that I love you with all my heart

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xxPAYNExx
07:26 May 09 2009

Awww I didn't know you had it in you Sin...Lovely!

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TaintedAngel14
22:46 May 11 2009

damn hun thats deep..its really somethin else, i like it!

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Leinth
05:34 May 14 2009

so beautiful.

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TaintedPoison
03:21 May 21 2009

awww you bring tears . . . kisses

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darkangel82
17:13 Aug 21 2009

That was beautiful...you did a great job on that.

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Drake1975
09:34 Sep 19 2009

Great job

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I need three bullets a shovel

and a hand grenade..

enough alcohol to mask as

an everyday parade

something to wash this

pain away

so that the end of the day

it won't hurt to say

go fuck your self and

have a nice day



I would of asked for some

home made TN'T

but that's just me

why take the easy way out

when I can put you out of

my misery..?

I bet you're wondering

what did I do wrong

trust me it's not you

I just don't belong



I could sit here for days

while everyone else prays

while the sky turns a dark grey

but the truith is I no longer care

time to face facts.., life ain't fair

if you want to do me a favor

then just be honest with me

if you can't do that

then just leave me be



I'm through with listing to

everything that's false

like it was decided on

some stupid coin toss

if you are my friend

then why pretend

if you can't me then

all you have to do is

bring this chapter of

your life to an end



If you hate me

get in line

if you want me dead

then pick up the list of names

and drop the dime

cause in the end

I won't pretend

I still be saying



I need three bullets a shovel

and a hand grenade..

enough alcohol to mask as

an everyday parade

something to wash this

pain away

so that the end of the day

it won't hurt to say

go fuck your self and

have a nice day

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TaintedPoison
02:09 May 08 2009

depressing

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xxPAYNExx
07:30 May 08 2009

*sits down and hands him the shovel* Dude.....where's my car?

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darkangel82
17:15 Aug 21 2009

I can relate to that....Very well said.

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Have you ever got to a point

in your life where you felt like

you let the person you love down..?

that you just stuck around

so that you could watch your

inner self drown..?



Have you ever met someone

that you would do anything for

bout every time you open your mouth

you feel like you just closed another door..?



You try to take the the time

to see if you did something wrong

but at the drop of a dime

you suddenly feel like you just

don't belong..



I'm at the point where I no longer

know what to do

everything seems to backfire

leaving me without a clue



Of who I am or who I should be

I'm stranded some where

between contemptent and misery

I'm left to retrace past mistakes

which at times can be moe then

one can take..



So as I sit here to pounder

my inner thoughts

of the past yeasrs

and all the pain

they have brought

I can't help but wonder

did I do something wrong..?

or is it that I'm just going

to be repeating some

over rated lyrics of a

long forgotten song..?

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xxPAYNExx
07:31 May 08 2009

*nods* I do so relate to this one...

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darkangel82
17:18 Aug 21 2009

I really like this one

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When shadows fall around your mind

blocking out the light

is inner peace to hard to find..?



Thoughts of salvation, good and love

hidden from sight

cannot survive its plight

if you're not willing to fight



You wish to be free of this vortex of woe

but how can you understand something

that you don't truely know

knowing, theres only one way



You can get out but at what cost..?

your pride..? yourself..?

your love be lost..?



In losing these you lose yourself

a question is posed

is there a new option

or are you just left behind

another closed door..?



Through the mire of thoughts

only left thinking of the cost

can you lose what has been lost

or do you think that pain's that taught..?



If it's been lost can it be found..?

are you even still around..?

or would it hurt to much

to even make a sound..?



Are you as lost as you seem to be..?

if you are.., you're never alone

if you want you can follow me

down to hell through fire and ice

for what is left is small a price



Salvation is never truely known

some answers are just never shown

but if you ever need a friend

I will be here til the bitter end..

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TaintedAngel14
06:47 May 03 2009

there both really REALLY good cookie..you should think about publishing ya know

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Leinth
07:40 May 07 2009

Beautiful

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Over time we've woken up

the angels of a long

forgotten race

misplaced to the world

the prophets we once knew

now gone

all prophecies now end in

tragedy



What was once said is now

spoken without faith

holy figures once viewed

as god

are now seen as wraiths

scriptures that was written

in blood

were hung on walls

just to be lost within

a flood



Due to over looked sins

our darkness form from within

no one can blame our behavior

on a forsaken savior

the world we knew now nothing

more then living disgrace

what little time that this world had

was laid in waste



In this world that once preached

on ways to live without a hell

lies the key to burned

the bible's outer shell



In this world where we watched

spawn an era of fallen angels

humanity struck the bells

and this is where heaven fell

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TaintedPoison
12:38 May 27 2009

kisses

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evilsandwich
07:37 Jun 19 2009

so true about todays life

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Have you ever seen a sight

that was so horrific that

it made your blood turn to

ice at night..?

or felt a breeze so cold

that it made your skin

feel old..?



Have you ever woken up

in the middle of the night

and sworn that there was

something hidden from sight..?

that what you thought was

a dream

actually was a inner reality

of your sanity falling apart

at the seams..?



What if you could change the

ending to your dreams..?

what if the true meanings

behind your dreams

was that nothing's what it

seems..?



Would you take the time

to rewind and change

everything you once knew..?

or would you sit and wait

as time rearranges your beliefs

hoping that nothing will change

only stay the same only if it

was for one more day..?



Would you sware on your name

that you wouldn't treat life

like it was just some simple game

if everything you once knew

could stay the same..?

do you think that life is fair

if the only thing you had to do

to get through your day

was just to say a simple prayer..?