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System malfunction

my memory's set to overload

my final day on this planet

has already been foretold

I would tell you the reasons

of why I think this is true

but the answers seem to

rearrange just like the seasons

so I'll sit here lost within

my own head full of sins

for this day no longer seems

like a forgotten dream

that was left behind

for me to see

that there's nothing I can do

to stop my inner nightmares

from coming true

as I write this to you

just so I can clear my head

I suddenly wonder what

your thoughts will be

once this is read

will you still look at me

the same way you always did

or will you want to trash

our memories on a single bid

would you still be there if

I were to fall

or will you be the first to walk away

as my life slows to a crawl

so as I write this to you

I hope you know it's true

that the only one I ever wanted

to see was you

before I take the time to say goodbye

I at least wanted to say I did try..

goodbye..

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SystematicNeuralgia06
16:23 Oct 01 2009

Hey Murder that's really good...

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LunaMaxwell
06:23 Nov 06 2009

i love it!

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I sit here lost inside my head

left wondering what was said

but all I see is the color red

which is starting to make me

feel like I am dead

I sit here wondering

was it worth it..?

why does my life have to

feel like shit..?

I guess it could be

that their just random thoughts

clinging onto what used to

be me..

I've spent the last few days

wondering around in a

self made maze

that I can't seem to put

behind me in any way

it's almost like my inner misery

is here to stay

I've tried looking for answer that

are nowhere to be found

I guess I was never meant

to be heaven bound

maybe some where along the way

I left my soul lying in a shallow hole

so that I could be left alone

and never be known

maybe I'm better off with people

knowing me

for it seems I only cause them

grief and misery

I would love to get my life on track

instead of having go six step back

I guess the only thing I can say is

I'm here and this is where I'll

always be

just a faded part of someone else's

history

so until the day my soul fades away

I'll just take these final moments

to sit and pray

maybe even be able to find a way to

say goodbye..

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GoddessMoon
09:06 Sep 20 2009

very very nice

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