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wake me up

the nightmares

the darkness and the blood

all that passes

all that goes through

the acid rain that falls

everything which burns my skin

burns my life

the wretched sun

the darling night

damn these nightmares

damn these visions

damn all i see

wake me from this

wake me from this evil

this damn burning

deliver me from this death

remove me from my agony

all that there

damnation

pure hell

evil of life

darkness of tears

agony of my searing skin

this life is gone

my life breath removed

nightmares

my heart which slows

good bye my love

goodbye wretched sun

come to my bloody nightmares

and my damnation

this evil.

You are the beauty of night

the only thing in my head

the only one i want to dream of

ill keep you in my arms all the nights

cuz i love you all the time

summers gone pass like arrows

my heart with its liquid fire

everyday is the same yet not alike

oh how you make me laugh

your own life brought to life

they say you want a lover you got a liver

but who is it

so back track to those summers

then were back at the beginning

where i love you

and i dream of you and i think of you

youre my only lover

my only dream

my only thought

so ill always want to be yours

oh babe

i love you

youre the first one i want to see

the fistr one ill think about

or care about

so ill always love you ...

To know what became of this world

After i chose to let the words escape my lips.

After i chose to kill

After i chose to murder

let the blood run through my fingers

yet all you saw was my so called clean soul.

all you thought you saw was me.

I murderd i killed yet you looked away with no intrest

Did i really care?

I think i did.

The reason why i did go on

I did go in murder

I did go on to the killing

i let the blood stain my hands

my floor

my knife

the sheets

yet you never noticed

Am I damned ....well l am

i lived in love and cried alone.

no life

o death

it just was told.

wonderful colors

all taken away

put aside

leaving me forever damned.

lick the blood tears away.

every night i cry.

just to wake a next and and a next.

leaving the stains.

how i really pain.

to hold your corpse in my arms.

it brakes my cold heart to look away.

those little marks which will forever stay

while you decay away.

and i remain.



bleed darling bleed.

lick my blood tears away.

hold you in my arms.

dont wanna look away.

those marks will froever stay.

live the lite.

never doubt it darling mine.

find yourself in all

that was left behind.

the lovely past which just

flashes.

which just tears and rips.





bleed.just bleed.

cry baby weep.

lick my blood tears away.

today you die.

and i cry.

and i remain.

how did i feel no one knew the truth

did you feel

did you even know

you never asked

you never even looked

how did you feel when they gave you the damn

note

i wouldnt know

my silence was given its name

i had no fear

until i saw her

i had no panic

no screams

no thought

i cried no tears it was just her

her name caused pain.

it cuased me to bleed and Burn

just to pain.

theres no more consern

no more.

no more thoughts.

no more pain.

i had no fear until i saw her name.

no more.

nothing.



my coffin bears my name.

my silk dress no wrinkles.

my skin is marble.

im cold .

and im gone.

no more.

dont bother with the funeral.

no one comes.

i may be "sleeping"

i know all.

yet no one sees me.



leave the roses in my hands.

leave the dirt in my face.

let my beaty rot away.

let it leave.

it had no use.

let my spirit flew away.

the thing i held so dear.

so horid.

so much grief.

dying pain.







the moment i jumped off.

i heard everyone yells.

no more.

no hearing.

nothing.



i just died.

i had no fear.

until i saw her name.

why did i have to turn that place

see your lovey fangs

feel your extacsy

know nothing but love

dont bother me

ill see you again

ill be with you once more

dont bother me now

im done with

im over

i give.

no more of me just drink me now.

dont bother with the evidence just throw me in the river.

no one will know.

no one will care.

just tie those ropes tight.

sink our fangs in .

im ready.

let me just die.

let me just feel the excrutiating pain.

let me just want to scream.

i dont need my life.

no one needs me.

just do what you must.

do your worse

kill me .

dont bother with the evidence

no one will ever know.

no one will ever care.

darling just darkness.

just leave me.

last breath escape me.

this the end.

this my close.

el final.

no more.

my last words.

every day darling mine

do i weep

for the past of my time

let them come

they know things that i wish i never did

god damn them

what i do to deserve this

see the past and my bloody future

have no mercy on my life and yours

feel the pain

cry the tears

wonderful bullets past

let them sink right through my skin

dont bother protecting me

my eyes close shut

never to open again.



let the trigger be pullded.

let my shirt stain red

let me wince

let me drop

let me go from pink to white

let me leave what i wish

let me die in my coffin

cry inside

let no air escape my lips





I DIE INSIDE DONT BOTHER

THE BLOOD HAS SPILT

NEVER MIND THE GASPING

KILL ME

NOW

FEEL MY PAIN

SEE MY BLOOD

LET MY EYES SHUT





i die just for me

i dont want me to breathe

to much pain

to much memories

just die with me

pull the trigger darling

let me wince

let me drop

go from pink to white

let my eyes shut never to open again.

darling give me the gun.

let me put it to my head.

dont tell me to stop.

you cant see what i see.

its the end baby.

im done with them.

love you.

hate me.

kill me.

let the bullet go deep.

the night it calls it dies away

always to be lived

always to be seen

the moon which i love

smoky night

lovely angel

the air and wind which kiss my face

little things i see and do

the night has come.

run free.



do the ancient steps.

sing the oldest songs.

dance to all that was.

the sadness can not come.

the ghost of our past have faded

they left us be.

the night has come.

run free.



feel the blood.

feel the kiss of wind

feel the embrace of stars

the night has come

live .love. run.its yours.



drink its cup. love the nigh.its lovely silence.

sing the songs you thought you forgot.

dance to the rythms of the life you will always know.

play to the things you see.

its the nigt.

let the beast be realesed.

let it come out in savagery

and live peacefully

love it.

dance it.

sing it.

the night has come.

we are free.

love the pain you live and scream

try not to die with me

yet no one will hear your pleads

be alive

feel my times

will you know my pain finally

give no mercy

scream nothing

love my bites

love my tight embrace

enjoy it

its the final kiss

the last dance

the last words you will hear.

Give up the squirming

give up the silent screams

give up the crying

darling.

the last words you'll hear

the last breath you will feel.

the last kiss.

the last embrace.

darling

i love you.

the last words you will hear.

the last lips that will touch you.

the last arms that will hold you.

love it.darling live with it.

the last dance

the final chapter.

the final sentence.

goodbye to all.

my last words to you.Ilove you.

to breath again would be my mistake

to tell you the thoughts i was thinking would equal true losses

to know the truth of my past would be what i wish for

to know me i would need you

in life my secret is buried

behind the bodies and the blood

without true days that pass

without real mornings and sun

today my life will last

it will burn like the candle in my nightmares

to cry would be my routine

to wake from my casket and silently yell aand scream

to know none of reality

my insanity has controlled me

laughter and pain

dire need of redemtion

but seeking none

to live my life in wealth

in saddness

and darkness

know true pain

know real horrors

tears

and heartbrakes

know the wounds of my neck

the scars which i so desperatly hide

love the saltiness of your blood

yet never get a drop

live in what i know

in what i see

in what we are

love the death

live in pain

know nothing.

what is left................

i waited for your tears

i waited for the hugs

i waited for the things that gave me warmth

why bother my life is dead

you left me

her blood stains my fingers

my hatred is all for her

died today

killed

butchered

smothered

burned.

My tears fell like the acid rain

black and burning everything

making me wince

every time i thought of you

the drip drip of her blood on my hands

the soft sound of my tears rolling down to my face

leaving blood stains,seared skin

the thing i think you see

my day was ruined

my day turned into utter darkness

my life went and flew away

i cried...

all because

i loved

i died

all because

you forgot

all because i killed her

all because my love for you was killed.

the life ive left behind

a sad darkness

the screaming i hear everyday

the saddness

the people who say they care

they never do

they dont know your pain they dont know why you cry

they dont know why you yell

or why the nightmares are always there

or why you wake with tears

they dont know why

they dont really care

they never did.

its the reason why were dead

the reason why im dead

the reason why im living

the reason why i scream

no one really cares

no one trully knows

they dont know

they never will

its the reason why i scream

the reason why i yell

the reason why im dead

the reason why i cry

the reason why i have the nightmares

the reason why blood stain my face

no one really knows

no one really cares...

those little things dont matter.