I find that I am distancing myself from others - friends, co-workers, family - more and more lately. I'm not upset with them, but I don't feel any desire to go out of my way to be near them. To interact or even keep in touch with them hardly ever occurs to me. I go to work and come home. I occupy my time, mostly, with t.v. and the internet, as well as puttering around my humble abode. I don't have a significant other, nor do I feel my existance is incomplete without that sort of person in my life. I'm not necessarily "happy", but I suppose I am content. Or maybe I'm just apathetic. I honestly don't know. Maybe I need more fiber in my diet. Maybe I need less. Or, maybe... just maybe... I need something that will elude me forever.
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jasmyne
14:21 Nov 20 2012
Your statement sounds like what I have been feeling.