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I need to be Bloodrose again.



Make that, Bloodrose 2.0. Wiser and less naive. More confident. Stronger. But, still myself. More like myself. More like a Queen.



I'm tired of losing myself, I want my life back. I need to have my life back. There's too much I've missed out on. Too much of everything.



The way my life is now I might as well die, but I don't want to. I really don't want to... I had dreams, yes, I used to have them, where are they now? Where am I? Why didn't I make different choices, taken a different path? I don't want to be where I'm at now. I shouldn't have gone down this road...



Sigh. What's the point?

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VISION
04:47 Mar 27 2011

Life is a learning experience... whatever it is that you are going through... It is a lesson ... now that you know what not to do you have the choice to turn it around or keep going down that same road... whatever you decide to do you need to file this one away so that someday you can teach your kids not to make the same mistake you did

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