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I'm gonna be a great aunt before I am a mother...not sure how I feel about this.



I always thought I would have kids by now. I'm going to be 28 in a month and though I know I really don't have the resources to have a child it doesn't stop me from wanting one with every fiber of my being. Though if I did turn out pregnant I have an awesome support system that would help me with everything I need.



And watching other peoples kids doesn't work. I provide child care for a 4 yr, 3 yr, 8 mth, and 6mth old. Makes me want my own baby even more.



And I want more then one child. I come from a large family (I have 5 siblings and 16 nieces and nephews).



I just don't want to wait to much longer cause I want my child to be able to somewhat hang out with his cousins that will be close in age



I feel like taking out an ad sometimes "seeking sperm donor..."

it's been snowing the last few days which I normally wouldn't mind but between having the flu, one of my outside kids having the flu and the snow...I am down a week in income.



Downside of doing childcare.

So so sick...blaming my nephews who started off the day puking and having other tummy issues.



Ending the day with all still feeling like crap and me getting worse.



I haven't been this sick since I played beer pong with Malibu rum when we ran out of beer.



Of course I haven't been up this late since those days either.