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I am gonna be taking a trip next week to meet a friend from here for the first time.



I am looking forward to a lot of things...a change in my life...that I am sure at least one of my close friends will not understand and it hurts me that I can't tell her that I am going because I know she will be so disappointed in me and a lot of other things...



I appreciate this friend in so many ways but it just seems that I need to find this out on my own. I need to...



And its not like I have hid the fact that I planned on going to meet this friend and soon just hadn't finalized a date before last week...and didn't want to bring it up over the phone or through email cause it just seemed way to impersonal..

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xRoguex
07:37 Apr 09 2009

I hope your enjoying yourself dear...

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I just put in my notice for a job I have loved for six years because I am miserable due to the actions of one boss who has made the lives of myself and my coworkers hell.



I have nothing new lined up- but I think for two weeks I am gonna take care of myself and do some things I have been wanting to do before returning to the reality of "oh shit how am I gonna pay my bills"



Visit family and friends I normally don't have the time to visit. Take a trip to see a new friend who has changed my mindset of how I see myself for the better.



As my fortune cookie said last night: you will continue to take chances and be glad you did



And what the hell all of my fortunes lately have been about taking chances or risks - try something new or changes are coming... Mmh

Things in my life seem to be falling apart. Why is it that when i am just starting to be happy everything else comes crashing down around me. Oh well guess i will figure something out.