I found a love for me. Darling, let's not give up on what we have. I miss you so much I can't deal with the pain. However, part of my past causes you to drift away from me and I can't find you anywhere anymore. I can deal with the unknowing, the silence, everything.
I'm sorry I can't be the one who gives you what you want, what you need. Half of me wants to find you, but half of me is scared with what you might say when I find you. Please, let me make it up to you. Don't go, please. I don't want to think I pushed you away, that part of my family keeps me from you.
I love you, and I always will. Until we meet again.
Love actually, AlexusAna
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