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It's been a while I ventured into the darkness like this. But it's worth my while. Every time I try to forget I have to feed, it gets back at me like never before. I try to do it in my sleep. I'm a living ghost on those occasions. But that's barely helping. Especially when there are people who hate me with all their might.

I tried to be friends with many different individuals, but over time, they leave me. Only a couple are still around and I do my best to keep them safe. I have to admit that I'm the cause for my current dire situation. I shouldn't have tried lying to myself... Tangling my own madness, I tried to forget who I was... But no, it's time to remember. It's stupid to forget, because when I almost did, I wished to remember again. It's a back and forth until you realize you just have to be honest and true to yourself.

Finding my place in this world was hard. I'm not sure I'm completely happy with where I am... Quite happy, but something is still missing. The hunt, the blood... The people to keep secrets with, together.

Many people who associate with vampires draw most of their inspiration from vampire media. I just always knew who I was... you could call me a vampire fairy. No, not that small kind of fairy. Think Celtic myths and the like... But in reality, more of an alien. Reasons to be here? We all just have to be somewhere, right? I also just happen to be here. Because such were the winds. I got carried here by the flow of life and here I stayed. For now...