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Fall to me, don't fight

When shadows touch the way they do

In this sacrificial candle light

Our shadows touch like we like to



And when I'm with you, tarnished in black lace

You make me feel a jewelry box dancer

A ballet in the attic of our morbid romance

I was hoping we could heal eachother



Because when you spoke, I was attracted to

But you when wrote, I feel in love, with the darker side of you

The you who won't see me as such a stupid whore

But will cradle this crucifide angel, and never leave me wanting more



At the time you didn't know me

But you let me cry on you anyway

Now you're my truest love

And I have nothing left to say



~Amaris Scarlet Kelly~

Today I am a nice shade of dead

A corpse of the prettiest decay

Tomorrow, the same, rest in peace

In this cold covered hole where I lay



Today, I'm a girl, fucked up and pretty

One easily misunderstood, it seems

With eyes pretty brown, cover up, paint 'em black

Don't you wish I was your dream?



In all my psychotic dynasty

And over the counter remedies

I'll cost you all you have to give

And tomorrow, again, I'll be a nice shade of dead

Until I rise again to be fed



~Amaris Scarlet Kelly~

See me...sifting...through metamorphosis



Catch me...thrifting...discount philosophy



Watch me...lifting...myself from creation



feel me...drifting...from this place I've so long rested



Hold me...while I...fall again



Save me...from...myself...



~Amaris Scarlet Kelly~

I am anti-drug

But not anti-nicotine

I am anti-war

But not anti-self harm

I anti-conform

But not anti-creativity

I am anti-self

But not anti-self esteem

(For anyone else I mean)

I am not anti-voice

Nor am I anti-choice

But I am anti-politics

(A bad experience with Bush and Dick)

I am anti-abuse

But not anti-love

I am anti-excuse

But not anti-push and shove

I am not anti-do what you have to

But I am anti-screw what you've got coming to you

I am a con

Of the ddepest threat

I am a mask

Of the darkest thread

I am a liar,

I am sure

Devouring identities

And creating more

I am a rogue,

Heathen and betrayed

Being deceit my specialty

And betrayal my game

Behind and under

Where you do not see

Be sure of fear

When I am not seen

For I am invisible

To your suspicious eyes

With all my tricks

And places to hide



~Amaris Scarlet Kelly~

I am not a butterfly

But if you'll let me, I'd like to try

To spin and weave a cacoon for me

And sleep a while in maturity's tree



So when I reveal, I'll be a new

One so wonderful, one good enough for you

My pain won't dictate, and my tears won't sting

I'll write my words that then I'll sing



And although I'm not a butterfly

I'd really like to give a try

At changing all there is to change

No more twisted, juvenille games



If you'll let me, I'll give it my best

Weaving and grieving a small insect nest

To gather myself and flourish in rest

So I can enjoy the world for once

So I can prove to you my best



~Amaris Scarlet Kelly~

To my dearest Love,



You make my heart bleed

And burn to ashes

You make my eyes swell

And seep with tears

You make me so numb

All I feel is you

You make me feel dumb

And so confused

You make me want to

Make love to the night

You make me do

What I know's not right

You make me think

Myself untrue

You make me wish

I could hate you

You make me want to

Take away my life

You make it so that

Everything's allright

I don't know what it is

You intend to do

But even in this darkness

All I need is you



~Amaris Scarlet Kelly~