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final exam week. what am i supposed to do? yeah study because mom was nagging that i should've made it to the honor roll if i wasn't lazy. i wasn't surprised, i'm very much used to her nagging about studies and everything. not that i did care. but anyway, i realized i wanna be alone. yep i could spend a week with a certain person but not a day more. i love my privacy and being with me.. nah.. not a nar. i just wanna be with myself.





my cousin's gonna graduate on sunday. i have to be there. i really have to attend and witness this boring ceremony.



another..white noise... i didn't like the movie..honestly..but uh i guess i'll try that one...i love meddling with the dead :P





this school year is almost over..just 2 days more then i'll take a break.



i wish i really have something interesting to write but i don't have. i'm bored and tired. from all the last-min projects and exams.



i wish this will be over.

so i thought you were the one!!!! so i thought you would be my savior!!!!!!!!! after all the sleepless nights and all those daydreamings!!!!!!!!!!!! all those songs!!!!! damn you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate you!! as long as i live!!!! okay, let's make it realistic, i can't hate you because you know how much i love you!!! how much i adore you!!!! it hurts me really! i've been loyal to you!!!! i let you own my heart eventhough you generally didn't know it!!! excpecting me to commit suicide!!??? don't worry, i'm almost there!!!!!!! i can't shed even a single tear because of the pain!!!!! i trusted you with all my life!!! i made a fool out of my self because of you!!!!!!!!!! don't ever tell me you're sorry. i know you won't say sorry to me!!!! i'm expecting that!!!!



damn you to hell! damn you for being who you are! damn me for being so stupid! for not burning your pictures! for not burning your cds! for liking you! for still falling for your charms!!! for still LOVING YOU!!!! eventhough i found out YOU WERE ALREADY MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!