Why does money have to run our whole lives? I want to get out of this shit hole of a town, away from all of my so called "friends" that I can't trust. I want to start over, but I can't, because I can't afford it. Fuck.
I drove a massive 4wd for the first time today. it was quite an adventure.
Tonight was the 2 year anniversary for the fire twirling group that I go to everyweek. I wasn't really in a twirling mood though so I just caught up with all of the people I haven't talked to in ages.
My mate was sitting in a hole in the sand shed dug out, so I asked one of the german girls how to say it.
Jemma sass im lock :)
I don't know what to think.. One of my good friends is planning on moving a fair way away, and I really don't want him to go. I feel like hes the one person I can really sit down with and talk to about anything, and he understands, because hes experienced it as well. I'm afraid that if he moves away that I'm going to lose him as a friend.
One of the German girls I know offered to teach me German, which means when I go to Oktoberfest I wont need to ask everyone if they can speak english. I'm learning basic greetings and how to count to ten atm. :)
I'm thinking about learning to speak Deutsch. I'd actually take it seriously too, not like bloody high school Japanese, as I want to go to Germany one day. :)
I hate days off work, because everyone else is still busy, which means I sit around doing nothing, and feel bad for it. *sigh*
I just love it when I go to all this effort to talk to my friends, and yet they still don't talk to me. I'm always stuck on my own.
I just thought I might introduce myself a little.
My name is Melinda and I'm 19. I live on the Sunshine Coast in QLD, Australia.
Other than work I don't have much of a social life, which gets really effing annoying, because I don't get to talk to my friends all that often.
My favourite colour is purple, and I would never be able to live without chocolate. :)
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Welcome to the rave Melinda ;)
mmmm.....chocolate.
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