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I am crazy about learning about vampires and obsessed as some may say about finding out if they can really turn people I have always wished I was a vampier it would be amazing to have the ability to not feel the pain from the disorders felt everyday I have tried many things I have tried spells and encantations but none work of course but would be amazing to find a real vampire not even to change me but to actually meet one in person and maybe have someone to talk to that has surly felt my pain and understand is that dream