The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

i feel as if this thing has consumed me with darkness and shadows that haunt my slumber my dreams are dull with no colors no pictures no trillers each day as i wake i try to feel better but i never i want to let go but i never i fear death but i welcome it my depression sinks deeper then most people know my thoughts go darker then i ever knew my frozen vains runs fire my hollow heart is tired i see nothing but darkness when it's light i see nothing but my own life spirling down into a firey hell which is my own mind