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I stand bare before you, love,

naked & trembling.

My heart is in your hands.

I have fallen in love with you,

and all that I am is yours.

My heart, mind, body, & soul

I give to you selflessly.

Please be gentle with me,

as I am fragile and torn.

I need to be held close to you

so the warmth of your body

will illuminate my soul.

I need your kiss to breathe life in to my being

For I have been dead for too long.

Feed my mind with all that you are and know,

For I hunger your wisdom.

And last....

Love me with all that you have inside you,

every breath, every fiber of your being,

and every beat of your heart

as I ache for your touch,

your kisses,

your warmth,

your intellect.

For I need you beside me,

corporeally & spiritually... eternally.



August 2007

"October"



I can't run anymore,

I fall before you,

Here I am,

I have nothing left,

Though I've tried to forget,

You're all that I am,

Take me home,

I'm through fighting it,

Broken,

Lifeless,

I give up,

You're my only strength,

Without you,

I can't go on,

Anymore,

Ever again.



My only hope,

(All the times I've tried)

My only peace,

(To walk away from you)

My only joy,

My only strength,

(I fall into your abounding grace)

My only power,

My only life,

(And love is where I am)

My only love.



I can't run anymore,

I give myself to you,

I'm sorry,

I'm sorry,

In all my bitterness,

I ignored,

All that's real and true,

All I need is you,

When night falls on me,

I'll not close my eyes,

I'm too alive,

And you're too strong,

I can't lie anymore,

I fall down before you,

I'm sorry,

I'm sorry.



My only hope,

(All the times I've tried)

My only peace,

(To walk away from you)

My only joy,

My only strength,

(I fall into your abounding grace)

My only power,

My only life,

(And love is where I am)

My only love.



Constantly ignoring,

The pain consuming me,

But this time it's cut too deep,

I'll never stray again.



My only hope,

(All the times I've tried)

My only peace,

(To walk away from you)

My only joy,

My only strength,

(I fall into your abounding grace)

My only power,

My only life,

(And love is where I am)

My only love,

My only hope,

(All the times I've tried)

My only peace,

(To walk away from you)

My only joy,

My only strength,

(I fall into your abounding grace)

My only power,

My only life,

(And love is where I am)

My only love.

She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.

All the torment and the pain

Leaked through and covered me

I'd do anything to have her to myself

Just to have her for myself

Now I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do

and she makes me sad



She is everything to me

The unrequited dream

the song that no one sings

The unattainable

She's a myth that I have to believe in

All I need to make it real is one more reason

I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do

When she makes me sad.



But I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me(x3)



A catch in my throat

Choke, torn into pieces.I won't - No

I don't want to be this.



But I won't let this build up inside of me

(won't let this build up inside of me)

I won't let this build up inside of me

(won't let this build up inside of me)(x3)



I won't let this build up inside of me(x2)



She isn't real (I won't let this build up inside of me)

I can't make her real (I won't let this build up inside of me)

She isn't real (I won't let this build up inside of me)

I can't make her real (I won't let this build up inside of me)