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am very stressed after my 'chat'with the new lawyer, have paid £3,000and it looks like i'm back at the beginning,again. it's so-frustrating i want to scream, all the time. but, i don't. i try to express, through my youtube video's. but, i'm tired. nauseous after paying immediate bills, sickened that my late Father pays what I cannot, because of the caveat  and the lack of poa.: yet still i'm his executor. and, i feel the victim, for my Father's decision.