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When Life gets real, it really gets real. I've still been getting very stressed
about 'the lawyer thing' and acknowledge that Ian in Australia is going to get quite a bit of money from my Father's estate, even though he had not written him into it. I find it incredibly disrespectful to my Father's Will and wishes.

These worries led to my two stays in hospital led to my two stays for malnutrition. I just cannot deal with overt stress, at all.

Of late, I get severe bruising, on the back of my hands, which is a worry for me; but I'm not covering it with make-up, like Trump.

That said,I've been very fortunate to have my friend Tony's assistance, as my knees ache more and, my chest gets worse, emphazema, copd etc...

I do like making my little youtube video's and am still delighted my the last story, a zombie story, set on the Wirral – I think it's one of the best stories I've written.

Distractions maybe, but considering how much has been going the last few months I've been going through of late, I'm not surprised how I've been dealing with stress, again.

I'm giving myself malnutrition again, so I'm thankful again to Tony, who pointed it out to me, prompting me to eat and, I do have my Ensure drinks.

I was told once an Ensure drink is equivalent to half a chicken, so the other day I had two and a half chickens.

At least I've got something 'to eat', when I feel too stressed to eat. That said I've not been enjoying the heat of late and have enjoyed staying in of late, listening to my audio stories.

I have a penchant for westerns, like the Preacher series and post-holocaust stories; so currently, my audio's as my distraction for the heat.

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CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
15:41 Sep 22 2025

I'm sorry you are going through this! You HAVE to eat my friend! Set an alarm or something to remind yourself... food is your friend. It's been literal ages since I received a video from you! :p It always makes me happy to see you on here when you make your appearances. *hugs*

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When Life gets real, it really gets real. I've still been getting very stressed
about 'the lawyer thing' and acknowledge that Ian in Australia is going to get quite a bit of money from my Father's estate, even though he had not written him into it. I find it incredibly disrespectful to my Father's Will and wishes.

These worries led to my two stays in hospital led to my two stays for malnutrition. I just cannot deal with overt stress, at all.

Of late, I get severe bruising, on the back of my hands, which is a worry for me; but I'm not covering it with make-up, like Trump.

That said,I've been very fortunate to have my friend Tony's assistance, as my knees ache more and, my chest gets worse, emphazema, copd etc...

I do like making my little youtube video's and am still delighted my the last story, a zombie story, set on the Wirral – I think it's one of the best stories I've written.

Distractions maybe, but considering how much has been going the last few months I've been going through of late, I'm not surprised how I've been dealing with stress, again.

I'm giving myself malnutrition again, so I'm thankful again to Tony, who pointed it out to me, prompting me to eat and, I do have my Ensure drinks.

I was told once an Ensure drink is equivalent to half a chicken, so the other day I had two and a half chickens.

At least I've got something 'to eat', when I feel too stressed to eat. That said I've not been enjoying the heat of late and have enjoyed staying in of late, listening to my audio stories.

I have a penchant for westerns, like the Preacher series and post-holocaust stories; so currently, my audio's as my distraction for the heat.

Enough depressive talk. Be well all...