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16:36 Aug 20 2025
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I miss him so much.
The day he left this place something in me died.
And i havent been the same since.
Everything he woke to life in me after i lost my girl and everything broke.
He took that with him, i have no joy, no hope. just fear.
fear of letting anyone close again, fear of getting out in the world again.
Nubis adopted me and tommi keeps me distracted but they have their own.
Pain and loss, i know nothing but..
I dont know how to open up so i absorb their pain instead.
Anything to protect them from the pain i felt, when i was all alone. and had no one.
try to shield them from whatever, but who is gonna take care of me?
How long will i be able to stay strong?
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