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Why are we all so misunderstood. OK, so we all have oyr little secrets. Its not like we hurt anyone. Well, at least I do not hurt anyone. We all have more than one side to ourselves. Its just that mine is more dangourus than anyone elses. Something I have learned how to control. Something that I have had to live with for more than one life time. And something I will have to continue to live with until thw end for me finally comes.



At first, it was hard for me to control it all, but that has changed over the years. It started out as a curse to me, but now I see it as a gift. Something that use to be unstoppable. But with a simple thought, I can stop it with ease. The creature inside of me obeys my every command now and forever. If I am lucky, then I will never have top call on it to do my bidding again. For, the transformation is painful enough. Yet the rage of it is unstoppable and is easy to control on the inside but not the outside.