The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

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When were born in this horrible world were not given a choice. I know I never asked for this horrible life I've had to live. From birth we are forced to do everything and that never really changes. We feed on their schedule ,changed when they want played with at the leisure. At what point does that ever change?



Then the time comes when were pushed off to school where expected to be the a student and the top athlete and number 1 at everything you do. Then you get more pressure from home because your family's a bunch of drunks so you get the shit kick out of you everyday.then you have all your friend drama to deal with because your the resident psychiatric counselor and know it all to fix all there problems but fuck my own. Then comes the day when your kick out into the world. And the world hate you even more.



So then you try to find your way through the world. You find you places to hide. Mine was the Army. I did my thing for 8 years killing and chill then time was up. Thrown to the world with nothing but being what the Army made me. Went to work for companies that kept me in the shit for years. Then I come home wife gone all my shit gone, my personal shit burned on the ground, my kids gone, my cat and my turtle murdered.



So what then, You bounce place to place trying to find a job your good at and like doing. For me that was anything that was high pace goals to be not just broke but demolished. You need to be cut throat to advance. You work yourself near and nearer to death and just when you reach the top.

BAM! BAM! BAM! when you wake your back at the bottom in the lowest part of the food change again.



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