Tonight is a hand full of Valium and glass of scotch night. "A spoonful of sugar makes the medicine go down" Bottoms up and to hell with the bull shit for today. See you in the morning for those who give a shit.
You know when I first came to this site it was not about profile points and ratings it was a social web site and a learning Site. But now it's all about ratings and who knows who.
I spent hours helping others and making friends. But most of these friends don't want anything to do with you if you not at their feet waiting hands and feet on them. Their neediness consumes everything around them. And god forbid you don't jump when the message you.
I never asked anyone for anything but friendship and honesty. It appears that most people don't even know what that means. It would be better to just cut my heart out and stomp on it,, because with everything I have going on not that anyone really gives a fuck about anyone other than themselves.
It would be kinder to have a spine and tell me to my face rather than hide or avoid or even lurk after they see I'm on. I've given everything to those I call friends at the risk of my health and own life but for me it's fuck you or even worse that I'm treated as if I never existed to them at all. Those who are this way know it and know who they are. Remember the rule of three and that Karma is a cruel and vicious mistress who will exact vengeance when the time is right. And That is when the same thing will bit you in the ass.
I chose to let you into my life which means that I can choose to cut you out of it just as easy. I don't care about status and how many friens I have and how many people I'm stalk ing. None of it matters to me because that's not why I came here. So remember what goes around comes around.
So either your my friend and am with me and care about me and want to know how bad I'm hurting or you don't. So if you do fuck you and may the GODS and MAKERS punish you appropriatrly. And I don't care about the reprocusions of this from those higher than me. Because this has nothing to do with them at all.
COMMENTS
*shakes your comment box*
Everything will be ok friend, hang in there. *poke*
your a good friend to many here includeing me. So chin up!
COMMENTS
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VAMPIREBLONDEE
16:58 Jun 11 2009
I bet your still sleeping this afternoon.
BornfromDeath
22:47 Jun 11 2009
a bit moody arent we?
xxEmaeraldxx
21:05 Jun 14 2009
Mary Poppins would of wooped your nehind for that! ;) probably because you didn't use old Bushmills!
SilenceKills
00:06 Jun 16 2009
I'm sure there is someone who cares doll. And if I were Mary Poppins, I would ground you