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I find myself dumbfounded with the amount of "friends" I supposedly have. I find myself in some what of a severe situation. So as I reach out to these that say there my friend and ask what's going on. All of a sudden they log off or go into lurking. Then When I do see them on and try to talk to them just to even say HI, They just disappear.

I am Irish and was brought up that a friend was a friend thick and thin good or bad. That we never turned our back on them and did what ever we could for that person.

I find it very disheartening that with so many "friend here that I could name on one hand those how are behind me trying to kelp me and keep me from doing anything stupid.

All those I have asked to be friends with come to me with their piety and insignificant issues. I have always been there for them even at the cost of my family and relationships but never turn them away or ignored them or hid from them. I was always there be it 9am or 4am. I always was there.

So explain to me why these same people who say your there best friend and they love you for everything you did for them. But as soon as I need them their not there they hide or ignore

or don't reply.

We a a relatively small family in the scheme of thing in the world. We are supposed to take care of one another . Weather it be advise of a shoulder to cry on or what ever support we can be to one another.

But it appear to be that the harsh reality of it is all they care about is themselves and what they want or need is for themselves not to help others.

There was a great movie made a few years back called Paying It Forward. It's about a young boy who helps a homeless man get back on his feet. then he helped someone and so on and so forth.

That is what I was lead to believe from the older members but that's not really the case. Some people here help destroy relationships in hopes that they can get that person or the drain you emotionally trying to help them with their Emo bullshitter's. I love my true friends here and the members of my coven even though they are part of the people I'm talking about.

The truth really seems to be you do for me and help me when I need it, but when you turn to them it fuck you. So the moral to the story is be very careful of those you become close to because in the end they don't really give a fuck about anything but themselves and their needs.

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VAMPIREBLONDEE
14:16 May 31 2009

Hun, I am afraid I am one of the guilty ones that asked how you are and then had to litterally close my laptop with out even logging off. I had a panick attack and when they hit they hit with no sence of timeing or logic. One just feels the need to run under the covers and lay there till it passes. It was not, for sure, thru lack of careing about my friend. And they I stayed till 3am.

Paying it Forward is a precious movie and it is one to never forget.

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BornfromDeath
12:52 Jun 01 2009

*hugs*

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BossLady13
23:11 Jun 02 2009

Honey, I love you so very much and for those of you who read this he isn't kidding.. THERE ARE PEOPLE HERE THAT NEARLY COST US OUR RELATIONSHIP...... but no, he kept on caring and trying to help, and I had to suffer the consequences, so to see these so called friends really not helping him when he almost lost his family to help those in need, it saddens me greatly and makes me want to just leave this site for good. He is the reason I came here, to meet all of you and see how wonderful everyone is, and yes there are a handful or so that are wonderful, but I will tell you he is in need of support now, and if you ever considered yourself his friend, step up and be there because the next time you need a friend, he just may not be here to help you. I am tired of watching him hurt over the friends that he has made here that are walking away from him, so please, stop the ignorance and think before you act. Thank You.. Baby, I love you. Keep the faith.

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