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Depression
15:46 Oct 11 2006
Times Read: 551

These pills I take help me with life

The councellor, sposed to stop the knife

The pain I've felt, ilness I've had

Depression sucks, it makes me sad

I want to lose all of my pain

But the only thing it does is gain

For every pain there is a cutt

For every cutt a scar is put

The cutting helps my pain to numb

I do know that it is dumb

These scars I show from my painful past

Shows that pain is hard and tends to last

Why is life a painful fee

Why do people seem to hate me

Because I'm different people judge me

My lifes too hard why can't they see

Why do people judge and not ask?

I wish that I could where a big mask

To hide my face from painful looks

But I can't stop them from throwing hooks

Lots of questions flow through my mind

Lots of questions I seem to find

Like why most people don't understand

They think I'm crasy in crasy land

When struck with pain I find a blade

Put down to skin, a cutt is made

It numbs the pain of my broken heart

From those people who pull it apart

My Last Day
15:45 Oct 11 2006
Times Read: 552




My screams fill the halls

As my blood drips down the walls

It was foes words of hatred

that I'm wishing I was dead

You here my painful cries

And pushing past our broken ties

You rush around to find me

And atlast you finally see

Raging holes carved into skin

Pooring out my pain within

This bloody fountain I have made

Has gone too far and disobeyed

You run to me and hold me tight

And tell me that I'll be alright

You grab the phone and make a call

It doesn't last that long at all

Your voice sounds faint and far away

Could this be my last day?

From my body my blood is draining

I look at you, your eyes are raining

Your watching me as my eyes glaze

And everything becomes a haze

Fuzzy figures all dash around

Trying to save my heart's last pound

Times run out, my pain is gone

I'm cold and limp, my life is done!

Feeling Tired Of It All
15:45 Oct 11 2006
Times Read: 553








I'm tired of all the things, Everyone else calls life. I'm tired of everything, Even that stupid knife. I need someone to talk to, But theres no one else around. I wish that I could run and hide, But my feet are stuck down to the ground. I'm tired of feeling lonely, And like no one else could care. I'm tired of working hard, And never getting any where. I'm often told of my problems, When theres nothing I can do. But the people who tell me this, They have problems too. I'm tired of my school, And the work that I have done. I'm tired of the teachers, And not having any fun. Each and every single day, Goes by so verry fast. And the stress that it causes, Always seems to last. I'm tired of being egnored, At lunch by all my friends. I'm tired of the pain inside, And the sadness that never ends. I'm skating on thin ice, And holding on by one last thread. I've given up completely, On wishing I was dead. I'm tired of fighting with my parents, And feeling like everythings my fault. I'm tired of not being treated, Like a real adult. I'm feeling so much now, That I hardly feel at all. I've gone so far down, That theres nowhere else to fall. I'm tired of people hating me, When I never really know why. I'm tired of every night, When I lay in bed and cry. All the things I do in life, Arn't all that easy for me. I'm just a scared lonely person, Why can't anybody see?