Cries at night
Cries during the day
Not solving any problems
But sure it's draining
Energy and soul
Yet revives the will.
Scream at dawn
Scream at dusk
Not helping the issues
But apart being sore
It gives new strength
With nobody to rely on
With nobody that cares
To hear your needs
To hear your pleas
Only the rain
Pouring on you
Leaving you damp and cold
Only the wind
Blowing you off
Leaving dry but cold
Only the scorching sun
Burning your skin
Yet draining your strength
Nothing is left
No food
No water
No money
Yet why do I sense
It's okay?
No family
No friends
Nobody at all
Yet so cold and alone.
Why is it okay?
Because we all die alone
I will die alone and miserable
I am used to it.
Yet dying alone
It's something I can't stomach
But there isn't anything
I can do about it
Cause I rather die
As my true self.
A monster,
Than me someone I am not.
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