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Drenched in my pain again
Rain falling on my head
Filling me with doubts,
About my failures and
Lack of abilities
It's time to wake up
From this endless
Dream.

Drenched in my pain
While the wind is
blowing cold into my
Sore bones and
Battered soul is making
Me realising I never
Really fought for what
I wanted and this bitter
Pill is one I have to
Swallow to grow up
From my deluded self.

Drenched in pain it's
Time to wake up
It's time to grow up
From deluded self
From endless dream.
Pain is my call

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Doroth
17:48 Mar 31 2026

Great!

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Cadrewolf2
17:49 Mar 31 2026

Excellent

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What will I be in your eyes?
How will our lives together will be?
We will be like moon dust ?
If that is the case lets shine
All over the sky lighting up the night
When the moon is absent

What will you be in my eyes
How will our lives will be when separate?
Like the sun rays?
Lets light up some fire
And bring the light in the heart of the dead
Just me and you
My Yin and I am your Yang
Lets be together and light night
And day everyday till we perish
And cease to exist

Catching the dawn is like catching fire
But the more ardent the fire the more
I want to go in it and burn
We are like moths attracted to the fire
Be it night or day.

Catching the moon is like a dream
That can only delude us that we can
But never really make it as we turn into dust
Before we even try.
We can only waste our lives in
Our own delusions.

Catching the wind can only take us so far
Before we burn or slammed against the tree
We can either roll like a stone or fly high
We can’t really complaint.
Our nature is to break and die
After we lived for a month or two
Wasting our lives in some delusion
That we can live more and realising some dream.

I am the man on a white horse
But not the man in shining armour
No, I am the one to hunt down
Your soul.

Your soul is for me alone
To catch,
To devour
To satiate my hunger
I am the shadown on the white horse
Coming to get you wherever you are
You can’t escape.

Its not your body I want but your soul.
Your soul is energy and we shadows
Need that to survive.

I am the man on the white horse
But not really dead neither alive
I am but a shadow the once was a man
Now I am slave of my hunger in the
Cold, cold nights.
Come to my dear darling.
Let me feed on your soul.
For you have been mine to devour
And no one else.

No one is home tonight
My body lay in my own
Blood getting colder
By the minute.
No one home tonight
For me to say my
Goodbyes.

No one is home tonight
To see me becoming
Ghost from this corpse
No one is here with me
To keep me company
In my last final moment
How cold it is my death
How lonely to go like this.

No one is home tonight.
For me to become one
With darkness and
Ready.to feed on
Whoever comes in .
But no one is home
Tonight.

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Cadrewolf2
18:02 Mar 29 2026

Dark

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Kiss me in blood
Make love to me if your blood. .
For I crave it
I am coming back for you beyond life
I am coming for you beyond death.

I am craving blood
For vampire I became
I am craving your blood
Now that you awakened
Me
I am coming back for you, my sire
I am coming back for you, my master.

Make love to me in blood
Kiss me in my blood.
For we are one
Or together for life

Hell has no money
Hell doesn't have a bank
But it has endless Hunger.

Hell is cold place.
Hell is a desolate place
Full of souls yet misery
Each different for every
Soul.

Yours is coming too
No money can change Fate
No bank can change Your misery.

Hell is cold place
Hell has no love
Hell has tolerance
But not for beings
Like you.
Hell is not a corrupt
Place. It has its own rules
Even demons of
Highest power follow
So if you think
Money and lust or love
Will make you change
Your fate and misery
You are dead wrong.

In the shadows I am so
Alive.
I am dying in the
Morning under the rising
Sun.
You left me alone in the heating sun.
I am gonna make sure
You will die alone in the
Night fearing demons
And shadows

In the shadows I thrive ,
Yet in the light I die
Cause you are forcing
Me out to be around you
To use me for your own
Perusal .
Like a needy ghost.
I am dying in the light
Alone you left me
But I will make sure you.
will die alone in
The darkness and shadows
and never see
Me ever again

I am broken puppet
You used me enough
And now that am Useless, you threw me
Away like nothing.

I am broken puppet.
I did everything you
Asked and ordered
But now I am broken
Or was it the string that
Broke?

I am a broken being
But I am not a puppet
No more I am a human
Being.
There is no more strings
To pull from.
I am of my own Thoughts
I am of my own Opinions.
I am the one who will
Say no or yes when I
See it right or wrong.

My time is near
The night is almost Gone and for me
To go from this world
For ghost that I am
So unclean it's time
To go from the earth
Of mortality once for all

Don't ask me to stay
I will only make you ill
As you will only be my
Nourishment for I am
Unclean thing
So dirty ,
So evil
Yet dying for warmth
It's time for me
As the dawn is near
It's time for me to go
From this holy earth.

You came to me
Asked me me if I am insane
I said , why , I am.
You also asked if I am a Monster.
I said , maybe.
You asked if I love anyone
I said no.
How can a monster love?
Monsters have a heart too
But there are different types
Of monsters out there.
What type of monster? you Asked me.
The monster that protects
The monster that kills
The monster that love Harming
The monster that feels dead
Inside .
Which monster are you?
Run!!!

Dead blood
Dead eyes
Dead heart
Love me like no other

Dirty blood
Dirty eyes
Filthy heart
Hold me like there
Is no tomorrow.

My zombie
My undead
Come to me
Hear my calling
So dirty
So dead
Yet only you
Are my forever.

It's time I become
Undead like you.
Or you become alive
Like me but it's impossible.
We shall have no barriers.

Dead blood.
Dead eyes
Dead heart
I miss you.

Dirty blood.
Dirty eyes
Filthy heart
Don't miss me too much

Love , Destiny Forsaken

Darkness approach my heart
From which I gave love to Someone,
That after it , threw it away
Like something unimportant.

Darkness approach my soul,
Nothing but hatred & sorrow
Nothing but grieve & hollow
But I haven't lost my honour.

Chorus:
My innocence still I got
But to love, I have to forget,
That doesn't exist, at all
Which surely again, I won't
Ever get hurt again.
Time is endless, still love
Won't come in my path,
And the ability to feel I have
Not , but better way to live.

No more tears , no more cries
No more heartaches, I will
Definitely survive this .
Love and destiny aren't friends
Of mine.
But none of them will play
Again with my charred heart,
Because I have risen back
To life from hell without Feelings.

Chorus
My innocence still I got
But to love , I have to forget,
That does not exist, at all Which surely again, I won't
Get hurt again.
Time is endless, still love
Won't come in my path, yet
The ability to feel I have not
But better away to live

Five little children
Five little pigs
Five little maggots
Five shillings a day.
We are riding our bicycles,
Into Dorhèn Park.
Be it night under the moon
Be it under the sun
Of the afternoon.

Five little children.
Five little chickens
Five locust
Five types of demons
We ride from one body
To another
We hide and we trick
We suck the life out
Of people we possess
It's out feeding time
Be it night or day
But the best time
Has always been the
Twilight of the day.
Noon or midnight.

Five little children
Five little flowers
Five lethal poisons
Time to die by our hands
Time to give us your
Whole self
You got no escape.
You got nowhere to run
Not even gods can save you
For you committed worst crime
Your crime is intent , now
Your soul is ours.

Fear, fear of the dark
She tries to escape
But no matter how she tries
The girl can't hide

Fear and tears are shed
Crying to see the light
Crying to have her life spared
But her time is up.

Fear, fear is tearing apart
Slowly she is dying and fading
Won't spare her life
It's staring, and want to feed
On her

Fear, fear of the dark
She tries to hide
But she can't seem to
Because in the end,
It's part of her

Tears, nothing but tears
Her life is suspended
Death will come for her soon
And no more cries, escaping
No more screams, while hiding

Fear , fear is tearing apart
Slowly, she is dying and fading
Want to spare her life
It's staring and want to
Feed on her life.

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Cadrewolf2
17:44 Mar 20 2026

Great writing as usual

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