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Well, a few days ago my husband took off his wedding band and said, "this is your notice that I'm moving out in 3 weeks."



Okay, he's told me he's moving out several times in the past. In fact, he does it probably every month or two. And I usually blubber and cry and whine and beg him to stay; he does.



In the midst of all this, he has admitted to "almost" cheating on me and behaving inappropriately with women online (I'm sure there's a few here).



Well, I have had enough. This time when he told me, I had a short cry and said, "Okay."



He then told me that he was leaving because when we argue he feels very violent toward me and he doesn't want to hurt me. That's fine. But perhaps counseling? I've suggested it before when we were having some problems; he dismissed it out of hand.



It's funny. As soon as I'm okay with him leaving because I'm fed up; he wants to stay and work things out and he loves me and he'll try counseling. But not enough that he doesn't spend more time talking to other women than me still...



Do I love him? Sure. That's why we got married. Do I trust him? Not so much. Do I want to be with him? I just don't know anymore...



I have a lot of thinking to do. Meantime, he acts like he's the one who is suffering with all this and that I'm the one who is the bad guy. And frankly, that kind of pisses me off!