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Why do i even fucking try? I had a guy i cared about enough i gave him 3 chances and he dumped me after my birthday oh well good ridence to him i got board of him. Hes no longer in my thoughts other then when i feel like killing.

I had a guy i loved so dearly and still and always will love, we were engaged but he cheated one me with a minor, so i left him but i still miss him. Hes in my thoughts when i wear the shirt he game me or the ring i still have. The shirt is my sleep shirt, only way i can sleep, the ring i wear 24/7 unless in the shower but its the first thing i put on. So hes in my thoughts alot.

I finally got my military boy but i fucked up and visited a friend and let things go to far and was the brave grl and told my bf the truth. Sad thing i hear from him maybe 2 times a month so hes in my thoughts alot but mainly when i get his letters, now i regret and i fear the next letter i get will be my last, but he is still some one i care so much for.

I found another guy hes military 2 and he really cares for me, but when i started taking interest in him he became to busy and now after talking every night 3-5 times a night for 2 weeks now we hardly talk at all. But hes in my thoughts when i think of the military.

I had another military boy but hes a playa and can never be true to a grl but he and i have our ways when we are around each other, hes in my thoughts not only when i think of military but when i think of dancing, hes such a great dancer and also when i think of the song i swear.

Had another guy but he... he was different into drugs, has a kid but dropped the drugs and lost his kid to the kids mother whos a bitch, he liked me but it would never work he said he would much rather we just stay friends with benifits so as i dont get hurt. He is in my thoughts just when i think of him and every thing he and i have done or been through.



But why do i even try? My thoughts are stupid they have all been so perfect but each one theres some reason it wont work. So i sit alone at night the thoughts of death and suicide run through my head course then i think of blood.. blood so sweet a taste. How i long for it but so long as i have no one, i have no blood.