From the early age of four I began to question why. I was evolving into an occultist in the sense that I wanted to know things. As they sat me in church and the adults lined up the middle to partake in the "holy sacrement of communion" I watched left alone in the pew to see the Pastor mumbling a quiet secret as he put something into the mouth of each of the adults. I listened and I heard "body of Christ" as he put something into one person's mouth, "shit for thee" into the next. I wondered why people would not try to stand in line in a position to get the body of Christ? Why did every other person get shit? And so I began a life long quest inspired by a misheard word in a large church. I thank God every day for all that he has given me, but always I find myself wondering, why?
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RaynesAsylum
19:31 Nov 22 2016
the why is what will kill us. We need to learn to just accept it as we get it - the good and the bad - both equally make us stronger and wiser.