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so i have been thinking i go from being engaged to being alone..then..being used..then to alone..and now still alone..i really dont like being alone..i feel unsafe..my heart feels unguarded along with my body. no one to say i love you too...no one to say they love me and to tell me everyday im beautiful...but why feel this..i should be use to feeling nothing at all....

i dont know if i should be but i am. i have only been on this site for 2 days. (frst day was mostly loking at everything i could to get a feel for the site. i dont sign up on just any site) and so i decided to make my portfolio.i only added 1 picture because i wanted to see the other stuff..i had gotte tired and logged off for t night. but i woke up and gotback on...and my portfolio is rated 10 and it hasnt even been on there for a long time...so i am extreamly happy..is it just a noob thing or am i letting everything go to my head?



ps. HAPPY FRIEDAY THE 13TH EVERYONE BLESSED BE!