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Wanted to start off with. The title headline nothing has been easy for me,”Is this another disaster?”
This has been a long journey to get here. To get to this point. To get to this website.
Particularly for me. I’ve been the type of person that been used and is used to not making stuff about me not getting personal not getting emotional. Society made me that way. Where I had to put others before myself at the same time put myself above it all. With these. ‘Nothing hasn’t been easy’

I like to continue this story mentioning myself as much as possible. For that had found VampireRave.com, 4-1-2025. Born in the 1993. Coming from a minority poor family. Broken home. Typically moved around a lot. Youngest of 6 other from a mom womb making me 7th. Had no success at schools. No success at jobs. No success in relationships. Had upwards of sex with up to 30 females as none of them stayed around. They all vanished alike they all was ghost but they was real people. With these girlfriends majority 1 night stands, didn’t ever say particularly, “This a 1 night stand” it just happened like that.

As of alike 2021 I finally got away from the cusps of my… family, relatives and siblings. That’s been a haunt for me, personally. To have them around and over me and wasn’t producing in a manner that I felt was good as I looking back on that. I thought they was doing good back when and then. Just so numb and dumb down by whatever it was. Whatever it was as still haven’t figured it out. Was it secretly this the whole time?
VampireRave? Or just like Vampire in general. Of me getting vampired without me even knowing i was being vampired by others.

Speaking of vampires literally this been a haunt from the mass media propaganda too the disinformation everywhere online, tv shows, movies. You name it. Propaganda is everywhere. Nothing really explains this culture is all, Blood sucking monsters who prey on ‘Humans’ and that’s how it’s labeled pretty much from the perspective of a non vampire. So… maybe I should have started off by saying I wasn’t born into vampire. I didn’t automatically understand nor automatically thought or declared I was a vampire. I came into this, As this is where life naturally lead me. Energy wise. Blood wise. I say since mentioning. ‘Vampire’ from information I encountered it’s fascinating. I can agree on most of it all that’s vampire exempt. I can’t manage to exempt this secretive thing. This hidden life. This hidden culture. A lost and hidden culture. Mostly a blasphemies culture. So to be honest there isn’t really any good information out there besides. “Drink blood” and “Drain energy”

No I’m not an informant looking to gain data in run. Just a person from the ‘HumanWorld’ that didn’t have anything particularly good.
Was cut from school at the age of 15-16, 6th grade drop out. Dad and mom would fight all the time. Arguments. The mom had 3 children before making 4 children with biological dad. Siblings and relatives notable haven’t had a rewarding life from my perspective. Ghetto living. Poor black type. But uh. No blames. No blaming!.
Because for me, I just wasn’t good enough to do this young. As when I was young I did suffer a horrific accident that left be back burned and hospitalized for weeks medical induced coma, surgery’s as a child. Took decades to really recover from that on my opinion, suffer that injury age 8 or age 9. Mom and dad broke up in 2006 for final, he died in 2008. And since never really been close to anybody in my family even though I tried. Tried for decade and years to be I guess, human. Only to get little to nothing.
“Nothing”
Work at multiple jobs. Finally got High school equivalent certification in 2025.
Work for little to nothing at a carwash for decade in documented before getting a real job in 2018-2019. Past few years worked for more than 10 employers. Had to quit when times got rough. When people are proving me to strike them or just totally been disrespectful that can’t stand to tolerate. Can’t tolerate to stand by or stand with or stand around, those people.
And
Been forced to get so many covid vaccines it’s crazy. I’m really still unemployed. Total financially I made less than 40,000$ through my entire life and I really started working when I was little as 14 years old. Live in United states. Florida.

In 2021. Occupy deceased grandmother old broken house. In that’s where I’m at today.
No lights and water connection. Alone. Buoy this sure lead up. Lead up almost like it was supposed to be. Though. I… maybe wouldn’t find this if it wasn’t for this. But I’m not one of them type people to say that, because that happened that happened.
Destiny is destiny no matter what happens. In that’s the type person I am.
“ Destiny is destiny no matter what happens “

I can’t say I really did anything vampiric before this. But the best thing I did in my life was detached from Christianity. As I detached from Christianity in 2018. And ever since my life have been changing slowly but surely.

I didn’t can’t this far to play the victim role.
I come and seeking something special. Something that I can take back into society whether this esoteric or not. Because like I said. There isn’t anything genuine about vampires besides spooks and monsters of the clinical movies film propaganda. When it comes too this it’s a taboo and is not properly understood in modern society’s life. Yet you know it’s all these claims.
So what I want is a real. Like a proper analogy to be made of this of it all. And not just a shadowy path that people can commemorate hidden forever.

On the outside we got people that show it. They show that they something else by clothing or a darkish persona. But that’s not good enough.

‘Back to me’ pornography has been my lifeline for decades just the energy of that I’m able to get. And it makes me want the sex. Thinking ya know ‘Sex’ well maybe get sex. Get to do it, get to have it. But now I’m like that’s not good enough neither.

My last relationship was 2017 lasted only months. Single since 2017. No children.

Bare with it maybe a tough reading. I chose to keep it natural in didn’t let A.i rewrite it.