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Rantings of a Mad Woman
06:03 Nov 23 2005
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for some time now, I have been trying to run a balancing act of family and work and bills alone. I know that people do this all the time and I should be further along on accepting my situation but for some reason, I can't seem to get past being angry that all of this has happened. My expectations of life were not unreasonable. I just wanted my husband, my children and I to be able to be happy and to be secure in our life and the knowledge that we would always love each other.

That is all I still want but for some reason, that seems to illude me. My husband being dead and not here to talk to and lean on when things get rough is a bit hard to deal with. My girls know that I love them and I know they love me, that is all good. Their friends are always welcome here, if they need a place to go for refuge they know they have it. I on the other hand have a really tough time expressing my fears and pain to anyone especially face to face.

I am not looking for much, if you have advice it will be welcome but i really just needed to vent.. somewhere. Sorry.

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