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Im looking for a relative of mine i dont know whare to start but i thought why not here. There is a women calling my house and says things to me that noone else could know becuase i havent told anyone. So i talked to my aunt and she told me certin thigns.....I didnt realise how hard this was going to be concidering i cant induldge in detail becuase im afraid it will attract the wrong kind of people. Well the person im looking for i know if they read this that theyll know what i mean and who i am so.....i know this is a long shot but i hope this works. i can how ever say the person im looking for is not like other ppl at all. ( if its you youll know what i mean.)

Im so sick of being alone. You know i was sitting in the cemitary about 5 min ago and i couldnt stop thinking about the fact that im going to be alone for a very long time if not forever. Whare i live being like me is not excepted so here i am honestly alone. Those of you who hate whare you live and feel alone your luck because chances are you have true friends or mabey one true friend, Thats not possible here. I hate this. Im so sick of being alone. i want someone i can connect with someone whos as fucked up as me, is that asking for alot?....i dont know what to do anymore its honestly pretty depressing. Knowing im trapt here with the fact im never gona meet anyone like me here and theres nothing i can do about it. I hate this so much alrite im done complaning.....have a nice evening.