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After hours,

among the streets,

as the sun sets to its restfull peace,

the deamons minutes ago locked away,

are now free to roam and play,

the faint shadow leerking in the corner of your eye,

you convince your self was a trick of the light,

the smell of fear inticese them near,

your feabeal mind unable to fathem what is moments away,

they dictate your future control your destiney,

walking the streets you are only a feast,

the chills on your kneck,

a warning sighn there near,

awaiting the moment you least expect,

to dine apon your gracefull kneck.

Hell is not only a story,

it dwells within the minds of those who have led a tourterd life,

who have contimplated taking lives,

hanging bodies,

grinning as there lifeless courpses swing side to side,

as there famileys strggle to say there last goodbyes,

they dont know hope,

they have never herd of love,

to them there is only depression and betrail glazed over by hate,

there demons are not safely locked away,

they have eatin there way through,

they surface and devour you,

go ahead and think hell is a story,

wait untill the day hell come finds you,

you may not believe in it but it believes in you,

it dwells within the minds of all that suround you,

thats including me and you.

Held up by a pathetic attempt at a sains persons point of view,

trying so hard to not see life thru my own eyes,

waiting to hear the long awaited sounds of silence,

yet im met with pounding voices hammering at my tatterd mind,

blood are the tears i cry,

as i try to scratch thru the surface of my own egzisance,

hoping to find what resembals a contous sain person pulling there way theu,

yet for now im trapt trying to get thru.

A lothsome soul,

a demon condemned to earth,

thriving off the angwish it loves to cause,

deep dieing eyes,

that consume all you are,

pulling you further down,

wishing nothing more then to distroy you,

to rip you apart limb by limb,

the condemned distroy you from within,

a slow agonizing decay,

as it travels through your blood,

eating away at your mind,

you are a feast for which it may dine,

for the condemned have been dambed for all time,

bound to the mortal relm,

it will seak you out,

target you and distroy you.

I lay among the living yet I am dead

I will never know the pleasures of the flesh

My fears are what guide me

My hunger is what binds me

My soul is eager to be let go

Yet for what reasons I can not control it is not something I own

There for can not be let go

Trapt in my mind left behind by centuries of time

I can still hear them crying

As there parents lay dyeing

Cluthing to there finial breaths

To say they goodbyes

Getting ready to leave there children behind

Such a love so rare

Willing to give there lifes for theres.

Uncontrolabul urges to just let go

to feel the slight rush of pain as death has its way with the empty body with no soul

for when she dies she will forever be alone

not to much different from now

for she has no home

life as a pesent

cast away by those sworn to protect her

she is the basterd child

of a demon

the unwanted dstroyed trash left over from the storm

looked over by many

invisabul to all.

Insane thoughts race thru my undeveloped mind

i can not keep this hidden for long

i feel as thou i could die right now and not miss you

The notion that u care is an elusion

It isn’t really there

You play upon others despair

It’s a game to you

A joke where the punch lines destroy the human soul

You have yet to relies this effects not only you

But those who also know you

The tattered lives you leave behind

Are marks branded into the tapestry of time

You’re the plague unable to be stopped

A daemon trapped within the realm of humanity

Indulged within its own insanity.

I felt the lies as they burn thur me each and everynight

i pray to the god i believe has left my life as i lay thre i feel my soul die

i have not the will to cry

so i lay as still as those who have forever closen there eyes

i wish to slip into a dream

to forever leave this life i lead

and dirft away into tottle darkness

uter lonlenees is all i need'

i deserve nothing more then ot be forever forgotton

as time may pass i will not age

i will not see my body as it decays

i long for the emotions of death

and feel its cold breath apon my neck

lerking in the darkness

living amungst the shows

a life damnd to darkness

forever craving the life of another

to sustain my unbeating heart

longing for the sentual embracement of another

as there life passes thru me

takin with it there everythig

as they slowly become apart of me

locked within this unholly war

unable to escape the role i was born for

i may slit my wrist yet it willl heal

yet the memories will distroy my will to kill.

you have any opinons on my stiff by all means feel free to voice them, but also if i find out your takin credit for my shit ( and i will find out ) ill kill you,...forgive the spelling







-Aftermath-



The bodies around me have been consumed by decay, i doubt they'll be regignisabul within a few days, eyes of rott, the stench of death thick in the midst of the midnight air, as much as i wish i could, i cant muster up the strangth to care, walking over the left overs of a plage that has long sence past, i feel there bones crack beneath my feet, as i step further into there relm of darkness and death, i can feel nothing, for i fear not the decayed bodies that lay at my feet, you will not find compation within my heart, you will not find tears of sorrow dewlling with in my eyes, i feel nothing for those who have died.



-Hes Here-



He’s coming out of the darkness unto the light

Only lit up by the moon over taking the sky

Eyes piercing like daggers through my mind

Seeing much more then I wish him to find

I fear him yet can’t seem to walk away

Something in me inciting me to stay

Overwhelming me are the memories leaking into my mind

Placed there are centers of time

A burden yet a gift my simple mind unable to conceive this

Warmth lies with in those eyes

Hidden away are the emotions of today

Not wanting to be the person he sees yet the choice not left unto him

This is how it has always been

A life among the living yet his will never be

Forcing the darkness to rain over him

The light shuns him

Taken away his soul

Etching away at his mind

The cries of the dyeing trap with in his mind

I can see this as he stares into mine

Shaking is my body as I feel him touch my soul

As cold as death I can see my own breath

I feel him enter me I can sense his passion

I fear the unknown

Yet fear him I do not

A life time has begun to flash before my eyes

I can sense my life flowing into him

I feel everything

For the first time I am blind to nothing

The eternal darkness my only true love

Blood undeniable the lust

The rush of pain so inciting

Taking the life of another so sensual two becoming one

I own death it has become me

Im the shadow in the darkness you convince yourself you didn’t see.