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Hey, Wednesday nite, slept at Craigs, called him at 8:30pm, he picked me up at 10pm. Sex all night an morning. Discussed us, there is no us right now. Thursday slept all day, til like 3:30 pm, then went out smoked & drank til like 11, went home, to sleep til 3am, up 3am -7am back to sleep til like 10-11am. Took shower. Cassandra was up at 6am too, got pms. thats all. LAter

Well I slept from 3:30 til 7:30 last night, then came to Janie's an smoked and chilled til late, like after 12pm. Then I went home an went to sleep. I mailed out Matt's letter today, & added up my debts last night, which came to $585.00... Alot of money I dont have. TOdd I might be able to manipulate into buying my glasses, mom got the cell, and I think I got Patrick to cover all the other things. G2G

Well I slept from 3:30 til 7:30 last night, then came to Janie's an smoked and chilled til late, like after 12pm. Then I went home an went to sleep. I mailed out Matt's letter today, & added up my debts last night, which came to $585.00... Alot of money I dont have. TOdd I might be able to manipulate into buying my glasses, mom got the cell, and I think I got Patrick to cover all the other things. G2G

My cell went off Monday, I am so pissed. Beth showed up and dragged me out at work at 8:30 am. No Craig for like 3 days, no sex in a week. Is it his loss or mine? Would he show up sooner or later, or not at all and wait for me to call or move on without a care? That hurts, thinking about it. I am alive without him though. I need $102 to reactivate my cell, DAMN IT! and $250 for new glasses, I need ny retro check ASAP. I am alive and got my family, friends, and school, I don't think I can be ungrateful. I have free meds too and am not starving at all. Necessities though are needed still, glasses, money for school and a few other things. I love Craig!!! Still! Bethany's belly is sticking out, not hard, but out for four months, she is Pregnant! She is moving out to North Carolina too to be with Ivan. Damn i need to get a job! G2G Later

Been sleping after cleaing an smoking today. Went with todd had an awful date wanting to be with craig, but wasnt , we wnt to chili's. we ate and I went home. He wanted to take me to FOxwoods but I declined. aand Sarge's a comic shop with vampire things id like. Leaving now,

I called Craig last nite, we laughed over the phone for like an hour, and then he came and got me. WE had a fight once he got there. I was waitin for my best friend Patrick to come back from the store for me, he freaked out I had a guy at my house at 10:20 at night. I cried for ahile then I got high. 2 blunt blunt ride, and I was feeling fine. Then I went to sleep, and want to just sleep all day. I smoked 3x today too and feel fine. WE were talking over the phone about us, kids, sex etc. i called him, "Cme get me, I want to fuck" he was like ok, we talked and laughed. Then he flipped. It was on. He was pissed. I knew he was going to turn around the second we left. I cried when I got home, got high like 10 min later. I love him and just wanted to have sex with him. It hurts, but I am alive. I had weird island sex demon dreams. It was werif but good. I slept today, and got high. Pat came through. Now with Ulyss and going to store. I am not calling Craig. He has to call me nicely. Ilove him.But should now say goodbye.

I called Craig last nite, we laughed over the phone for like an hour, and then he came and got me. WE had a fight once he got there. I was waitin for my best friend Patrick to come back from the store for me, he freaked out I had a guy at my house at 10:20 at night. I cried for ahile then I got high. 2 blunt blunt ride, and I was feeling fine. Then I went to sleep, and want to just sleep all day. I smoked 3x today too and feel fine. WE were talking over the phone about us, kids, sex etc. i called him, "Cme get me, I want to fuck" he was like ok, we talked and laughed. Then he flipped. It was on. He was pissed. I knew he was going to turn around the second we left. I cried when I got home, got high like 10 min later. I love him and just wanted to have sex with him. It hurts, but I am alive. I had weird island sex demon dreams. It was werif but good. I slept today, and got high. Pat came through. Now with Ulyss and going to store. I am not calling Craig. He has to call me nicely. Ilove him.But should now say goodbye.

Yesturday, I put my whole new bedroom set together. and changed my room around by myself. I got a huge queen bed with boxspring,frmaes, and cupboard desk thingy, that holds all my books now. No Craig for like 3 days. Calls but doesnt call later or come get me. DAMN HIM! I have cleaned my whole house and vacuumed today. I got my new stuff and a vacuum from Janie's boyffriend Kelsey's brothers girlfriend. I got high all night with Ulyss, Jake, Chloey, & Pat. Pat bought liq(mikes) and ordered pizza a lil later. It was great. Busy few days thogh, need to try getting high now. Later ILOVEU JENNIFER & MY~BEAUTIFUL~CRYSTAL

I spent the day with Poakie, helped her with her laundry, went shopping, and talked to Craig. Called him to rescue me from the headacehes, he's going out, he'll call me if he gets home early, going to drink & chill with the guys. I am trying to get high, and go to sleep. But no luc...Bad day, cept got the proper house necessities. I liked ggoing out with skye too so I will be on ;ater....Later

Well I spent last night alone, at Janies for awhile watched a movie. Ulyss came here too. Everyone's bitching today, HEADACHE! I am alive waiting for Peter, who may be blowing me off or be late. He's going to Canada tonite. I cleaned my house today, now playing with the twins, trying to find money or bud to brighten my day. Not much time with Peter, then another dead nte. I started my letter to Matt got to finish it and mail it out. I got to go now, not much new now. Except I LOVE CRAIG! Later.