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I met this guy online.I went to his house for the weekend. I met all his friends. He plays in some unknown rock bands, and the 2 I've seen play are amazingly talented.They played with a couple of other guys at this party out in Salem Mass. It was awesome! His friends were totally cool , they made me feel like one of them from the beginning.Now I am home again. I am happy to see my niece,nephews, and loved ones,and kitty cats. I am happy to spend the actual day drunk,& dressed up with my best friend. We will see how the actual day goes, but the weekend was frigging awesome. I had so much food,liquor,& sex, I dont know what to do next, and I was dressed up with all that...

Carmellablack

I was on the computer and the phone at 11:00pm last night. My mother freaked out. I did not understand why. She thinks I am a slut, so does everyone else. It is okay. I never cared what they all thought or said about me. I know the truth. 10 months sex free except my best friend coming home from Iraq. We did an all nighter(sex,drinks,chitchat) it was awesome. Now he is on his way back to Iraq & I must wait for another friend to come home. He's also in Iraq, also in the army. He will be home Late Feb., early March. That's another four-five months without sex. I am the only one in my family over the age of 18 without any kids, how am I a slut? I am the only girl I know from where I am from that doesn't give head at all. It is okay now. But it was an awful night. I am a good girl. Life is rough but I am doing my best to finish school, I am going to college too, a job is out of reach right now because of state medical & my medication. I miss work so much(I used to work at Blockbuster, it was awesome) Then I got sick and had to quit, in order for me to get $700 a month medicine I need free, I can not have a legal job. Well, under the table jobs are not everywhere in theopen or really for women, and I am notliking the idea of being a drug dealer. I want to make it. It is very hard. I overdozed on 100 sleeping pills back in July, unconscious for 2days, "almost" died, but I am still here. And hating it. Fate and I do not get along. So fate is mean to me every way possible. Bye 4 now

Carmellablack



Ps just letting my feelings out, long night