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I'm different, different from most anyway. My desires, thoughts, habits.... all different. I don't think I'm special no but different. Being a vampire...yes but more on a state of being rather do I feel different. I lack empathy, I can not feel any emotions. I feel separate from humans....this at times makes me feel... alone. Trapped in my own head , my own universe, my own prison yet my own solace. I'm not supernatural but I am unnatural at least when compared to humanity. I am more of a antihuman of sorts, antisocial and emotionless. Cold , dark, thinking constantly yet feeling never. I'm like a parasite, a puppet master and yet lonely. I wonder if their are others like me, not just vampires I can connect with, guess we'll see.